1 October 1994
                                        revised 21 February 1996


       RI-9Ri  'Confessional on David Miscavige'  (Revised)


from Ambassador for Mankind (Ron's Inspector)


Message # RI-9Ri for Internet




OT-Confessional on DAVID MISCAVIGE               of 28 Sept 1994
(Reported per HCOPL 'Confessionals - Ethics Reports Required')

 (Known to Scientologists still as the
    "Head of the Church of Scientology" and
    "Head of the Board of Directors of 'RTC'".

  In actual fact he ran away on 30 December 1994.

  This fact is hidden by all of International Management
   from Scientologists and
   from the Press.  (Note by Koos) )


28 Sept 1994....................................hours: 00:56 min

[Miscavige:] "I shouldn't listen to anyone.
 If I do, I am lost.
 Whenever I did, something went wrong.

"I am the only one who likes me, no-one else likes me.
 That is a dangerous thing to make known.

"No-one has 'ARC' for me.   LFBD
     ['ARC for' = Understanding for, Affinity for, Reality about,
      Communication with or Perception of]

"People THINK they have ['ARC' for me]  LF's,
  but IF they (family, friends, groups, Ron)
   would know
    that they have NO [actual, true understanding] 'ARC' for me,
  they would go against me.  LFBD


"I am afraid I get kicked out.

"Before I get kicked out, I kick others out!  LF

"I kick others out as soon as they rise against me!  F's

"I MUST kick others out:
  if it would be known that
   it [my kicking others out] is compulsive, I would be out.
 I have no power of choice on that. LFBD

"I MUST kick others out. It is 'either them or me.'


"I can't be with others.
 The reality of others destroys me. LFBD
 So I rather destroy others' reality and make them agree
  to mine!


"When I can determine the show, I am safe. LFBD

"I hate  LFBD LFBD LFBD
  that people have their games  LFBD
   and want to play their games.  LF
 I have to stop games.  LFBD

"I must control or I am lost.  LF
 I must destroy to not be destroyed.  LFBD
 If I would be stopped in doing that [if it would be found out],
  this would be my end.


"I can't have groups. LFBD

"I can't have anyone around me, near me, next to me.
 I am afraid of others.  F
 I can't have anyone around me.  F

"I am best off, all alone,  LFBD
  but I need admiration - no-one would admire me if they
   knew that I had no liking for them.


"I can't let others be.  LF
 They wouldn't let ME be if they knew THAT.

"I WANT TO STOP (people).  LFBD LFBD's
 I WANT TO SHUT OTHERS UP.  LFBD LFBD LFBD

"I can not MYSELF be AND let others be
  at the same time  LF's,
   if I would be forced to do that, I would die.  LF


"I was Napoleon [Bonaparte, around 1800 in France].  LFBD's LFBD's


"I am hiding behind an acceptable beingness, (Ron's beingness).
 I 'killed' Ron. LFBD

"It [my beingness] is a pretense, the truth is:
  I hate my Dynamics [Dynamics = all parts of one's life,
                      including Mankind, animal and plant life,
                      spirits, etc.].  LF
  I WANT TO DESTROY LIFE.  LFBD-F/N

  F/N indicated

  (space clear)


(End of this Confessional session)


                       Total (E-meter) TA Motion 15.0 Divisions.

                                   Total session time: 00:52 min

                    Highly specialized OT HCO Sec Check Auditing
                at 700 US $ per hour, makes 607 US $ total cost.


(The abbreviations F, LF, LFBD, and F/N designate reactions on
 the E-meter, indicating mental charge (F, LF, LFBD) and release
 of charge completed (F/N).
 "LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)

(The data revealed in HCO Security Checks are not confidential.
 They are used to detect hidden crimes, and the data is used by
 the group to stop the crimes and to apply group-justice to the
 criminal, based on what he ACTUALLY did, rather than on what
 others believe or are led to believe he did.
The purpose is to have real justice both for the criminal and
 for the groupmembers who have been affected by his crimes.)


Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind

Copyright 1994, 1996 by Koos Nolst Trenite


 references:
  RI-2i    'CORRECT PTS-item is David Miscavige' of 10 Sep 94
  RI-15i   '...Sessions with LRH on Miscavige' of 26 Oct 94
  RI-27i   'How Miscavige uses OT XII (OT-Twelve)' of 23 Nov 94
  RI-183i  'Super Criminal Miscavige's Crimes on MSH and PB' 19 Nov 95

  RI-40i   'The Miscavige-97-Bi-Yrs-Ago-Inc - EP' of 19 Dec 94
  RI-41i   'The Miscavige-97-Bi-Yrs-Ago-Inc - I' of 18 Dec 94
  RI-42i   'The Miscavige-97-Bi-Yrs-Ago-Inc - II' of 18 Dec 94
  RI-43i   'The Miscavige-97-Bi-Yrs-Ago-Inc - III' of 16 Dec 94
  RI-44i   'The Miscavige-97-Bi-Yrs-Ago-Inc - IV' of 15 Dec 94

  RI-101i  'Cancellation of False ...OT Certificates' 7 Mar 1995
  RI-104i  'All Miscavige Orders Cancelled' of 12 Mar 1995

  RI-362i  'The incident EVERY Scnist MUST know' 17 Nov 95
  RI-363i  'John Travolta now on Miscavige'  of 17 Nov 1995

  RI-415i  'How LRH is destroying Scientology' of 15 Dec 1995
  RI-416i  'LRH "Being in harmony with Miscavige"' of 15 Dec 1995
  RI-417i  'LRH Fused with Miscavige' of 19 Dec 1995

  RI-292i  'LRH (himself now) on the old Guardian Office' 16 Oct 95
  RI-295i  'LRH on How He Committed Suicide in Jan 1986' 17 Oct 95
  RI-297i  'Heber Jentzsch (Pres. INT) on LRH - IMPORTANT!' 19 Oct 95


  RI-190i  'Fake Miscavige, the Evil Marc Yager's Plot' of 22 May 1995
  RI-255i  'Correction to Scn's WWW-pages' of 13 Aug 1995
  RI-334i  'Anti-Scientology OSA-"PR" on Internet - Corrected' 1 Nov 95


  RI-10i  'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
  RI-14i  'SPs in Scientology's Safe Space' of 23 Oct 1994
  RI-53i  'Past Life Criminals and Scn Ethics' of 29 Jul 1994
  RI-58i  'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 1995

  RI-348i 'Reactions about my work' of 11 Nov 1995


  RI-483i  'What Went Extremely Wrong since 1966 in Scn - Summary' 16 Feb 96
  RI-483i-A 'What Went...Wrong since 1966 in Scn - Part I' 16 Feb 96
  RI-483i-B 'What Went...Wrong since 1966 in Scn - Part II' 16 Feb 96
  RI-483i-C 'What Went...Wrong since 1966 in Scn - Part III' 16 Feb 96
  RI-483i-D 'What Went...Wrong since 1966 in Scn - Part IV' 16 Feb 96

  RI-484i  'All of CoS is one Mafia: "We stand tall!"' of 16 Feb 1996
  RI-485i  'LRH's ACTUAL Condition in January 1986' of 17 Feb 1996

  RI-462i  'Corpses in L. Ron Hubbard's Cupboard - IMPORTANT' 25 Jan 96
  RI-466i  'SUPERNOVA in M33 - L. Ron Hubbard's Betrayal' 30 Jan 96
  RI-470i  'Confronting L. Ron Hubbard with "Bill Robertson"' 31 Jan 96
  RI-472i  'How L. Ron Hubbard defended his reputation in 1983' 3 Feb 96
  RI-475i  'L. Ron Hubbard, Strong AND Weak' of 6 Feb 1996


  RI-421i  'The Charges against LRH' of 21 Dec 1995
  RI-426i  'Sec Checking LRH - Layers of Withholds' of 26 Dec 95
  RI-441i  'Edison versus L. Ron Hubbard' of 4 Jan 1996

  RI-407i  'Cleanup of ALL Scientologists' of 13 Dec 1995
  RI-408i  'Emotional Charge about LRH - handling' of 13 Dec 95



  RI-50RPi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - The Future' of 28 Dec 1994
               Revised and Replaced on 12 November 95

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