24 February 1996
revised 29 September 1997
RI-492Ri '"Koos (Francis of Assisi) was humble, yet bigger than the Pope!"'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-492Ri for Internet
(Revision at the occasion of the earthquakes in
Assisi and Perugia, in Italy, on 27 Sept 1997.)
"I didn't want to know him anymore.
I thought it would be a disgrace for me
to talk to him. LFBD
But I really was afraid of his
being without agreement from everyone."
"HE INCLUDED EVERY BEING,
HE DIDN'T WITHDRAW,
EVEN WHEN HE DID NOT SHARE
THE WAYS OF LIFE OF OTHER PEOPLE."
(A friend who deserted Koos)
"St. Francis of Assisi
"Saint Francis of Assisi (1182-10/4/1226) is the co-founder of the
Franciscan Order. The son of a rich merchant named Pietro di
Bernardone, he was very worldly in his early years. He was held
prisoner for several months in 1202 during a dispute between Assisi
and Perugia. This was followed by a period of illness. Dissatisfied
with his life, he turned to prayer and service to the poor, and in
1206 he publicly renounced his father's wealth.
"Francis began to live as a hermit and soon attracted followers. He
preached the necessity of a poor, simple life-style based on the
ideals of the Gospels. Pope Innocent III approved his way of life,
gave him and his disciples permission to preach on moral topics, and
had Francis ordained a deacon. The followers increased and were
called Friars Minor by Francis, that is, the lesser brethren.
"With the collaboration of Saint Clare of Assisi (1194-8/11/1253),
Francis founded (1212) a branch of his order for women, called the
Poor Clares. Later, he established (1221) another branch for lay men
and women, called the Third Order. In 1219, during the Fifth Crusade,
Francis made his famous but fruitless attempt to convert the sultan
al-Kamil while the crusaders laid seige to Damietta in Egypt.
"Upon returning from the Crusades, Francis retired from the government
of the order to a life of contemplation, during which he received the
Stigmata (the imprint of the wounds of Christ in his own body) and
composed his famous poem, the Canticle of Brother Sun. He died on
October 3, 1226 and was canonized in 1228. Francis's feast day is
October 4."
(Taken from
http://listserv.american.edu/catholic/franciscan/francis.info.html)
[Note by Koos:
Joan of Arc is a later incarnation of Francis of Assisi.
Plato and King Solomon are earlier incarnations of Francis of Assisi.
Leonardo de Vinci and Mozart are incarnations of Francis of Assisi.]
This following confessional was done to find out
why a person, twenty-five years ago,
'stopped liking Koos' and deserted him,
while vehemently avoiding and refusing to talk with Koos
about why she wanted to desert him - much to Koos' grief.
Telepathic Confessional on the deserter,
on 23 February 1996 21:39 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
(An Auditor is someone who listens)
[Auditor:] What have you withheld from Koos? F
(hesitation, doesn't want to communicate) LFBD's
[Auditor:] Do you have an A-R-C-Break
[Break in Affinity,
Break in Reality,
Break in Communication or
Break in Understanding] about Koos? LFBD
(Auditor Assesses [handles, by determining what Broke and how it Broke]
three A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
"I refused to believe [twenty-five years ago]
that Koos could find anything interesting
in [the science of] Scientology.
[Note by Koos:
Koos was studying physics in Delft, Holland.
Scientology was originally
a science of knowledge and
a science of how to acquire knowledge and increased abilities
- far in advance of the other spiritual sciences.]
"I did not WANT to know what it meant for him."
(Auditor Assesses [handles] two more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
"I did not WANT to talk about Scientology,
Koos enforced on me
[and I actually did not want to have any] Communication
about [the science of] Scientology and
in Scientology terms.
[Note by Koos:
She was
an opponent of truth,
an opponent of honesty and sincerity,
an opponent of the idea
that one would want to and can help others.
These are all concepts practiced in Scientology
before L. Ron Hubbard went fully
in the direction of evil in 1965.
(see RI-650Ri 'All Scientologists destroy your Civil Rights' 5 Aug 96
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-650ri.htm)]
"And I couldn't like what I didn't like.
Koos wanted to make me like it and accept it." LF
[Note by Koos:
She liked
social acceptance, not looking, pretense and
doing things for the sole purpose
of making others have a "good opinion" of her.]
(Auditor Assesses [handles] one more A-R-C-Break of hers)
"Scientology [was an] enforced understanding,
[because I did not WANT to understand
what it was and what was in it], and LFBD
Koos wanted to enforce on me
to understand a changed Koos, LFBD
which was for me
like talking to a different person
whom I did not like as much as the old one." LFBD
[Note by Koos:
Koos had changed completely:
Koos - after his liveliness and his curiosity and interest
in people and in life had been heavily opposed
by his mother, and then, on his mother's intrigues,
also by his father -
had changed back
into his lively, radiant, interested, very alive self,
after having done the Scientology Communication Course,
in Leiden, Holland.]
(Auditor Assesses [handles] one more A-R-C-Break of hers)
"I refused Understanding."
(Auditor Assesses [handles] one more A-R-C-Break of hers)
"I refused Reality.
"But Koos also refused my Reality! LFBD
He did not share my world anymore, LFBD
which he did before Scientology. LFBD
[Note by Koos:
The "world" of social lies and insincerity
and material achievements only.]
"But he wanted that I share his changed world,
(changed world [was]
[changed] viewpoints,
[changed] friends,
[changed] interests). LFBD
"I felt left alone, as if he didn't see me anymore.
I was still the same, but he had changed."
(Auditor Assesses [handles] three more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
"[Reality] inhibited, because of no talking:
I couldn't [didn't want to, was too big a coward to] tell Koos
what I think about Scientology and
what I heard about it."
[Note by Koos:
She did not want to tell Koos what she heard,
she did not want to evaluate what she heard,
she did not WANT to be sincere.]
(Auditor Assesses [handles] three more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
[Cognition (realization):]
"I desired Affinity for Koos,
Affinity between me and Koos,
but I did NOT try
to get my Affinity for Koos BACK." LFBD
[Note by Koos:
She wanted to be GIVEN Affinity, and
she wanted to receive it,
but she did not want to, could not,
was not capable of giving Affinity to others.]
(Auditor Assesses [handles] one more A-R-C-Break of hers)
"I withdrew from Koos.
I was 'sulking' that
'he was not the same anymore whom I had loved'."
(Auditor Assesses [handles] one more A-R-C-Break of hers)
"In the beginning
I was [pretending to myself to be] very curious about
Koos and what he was thinking and doing,
but
when he came up with [the science of] Scientology,
[the pretense became harder and harder to maintain, and]
I was NOT curious about Koos' thoughts anymore.
"So after all, I changed too!" LFBD
(Auditor Assesses [handles] two more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
"I considered Communication about [the science of] Scientology
enforced (by Koos and Scientologists
[who had done the Communication Course
and were doing Dianetic Auditing]) and
I considered it
enforcement of a Reality which I didn't share.
[Note by Koos:
The Reality
that Man is a spiritual being and
can improve and
can help others to improve their spiritual integrity.
She abhorred (and still abhors) sincerity and honesty.]
[Cognition:]
"But IT ALL [the science of Scientology] had also to do with Koos, LFBD
(as he studied it [besides studying physics], and
as he was interested in it, talked about it).
[Cognition:]
"I refused Koos together with
[my refusal to understand the science of] Scientology!" LFBD
(Auditor Assesses [handles] ten more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
"[Regarding my refusal to understand] Scientology:
what I saw was [in 1970]
all so improvised and poor [lacking wealth]. LFBD's
"I didn't want to have this in MY future." LFBD
[Note by Koos:
She just wanted to have a life of
dinners and balls and holidays and restaurants,
without doing for others anything really to earn it.]
(Auditor Assesses [handles] three more A-R-C-Breaks of hers)
([Koos to Auditor:] That, what she said, [about 'improvised' and 'poverty']
points to an earlier withheld communication of hers:
Check 'withheld from Francis of Assisi'.)
[Auditor:] What have you withheld from Francis of Assisi? LFBD's LFBD
"I deserted him
when he wasn't a 'Playboy' anymore, LFBD
when he came [to me, dressed] in rags.
"I was ashamed to communicate to him [to Francis of Assisi],
to be seen to communicate to him. LF
"I didn't want to know him anymore.
I thought it would be a disgrace for me
to talk to him. LFBD
But I really was afraid of his
being without agreement from everyone.
"All what we shared before [social life, social lies]
as (agreed upon) Reality,
suddenly wasn't agreed upon anymore.
"And I didn't want to live without agreement from
people whom I saw daily (relatives, friends). LFBD
"I was afraid of being left lying aside
by others [for that reason]. LFBD
[Note by Koos:
It is interesting to note
that she in her present lifetime,
not long after she dishonorably deserted Koos,
went to Perugia to study Italian.]
(her mental space freer now)
[Her realization now:]
"When I look now at Koos and at me
AT THAT TIME [of Francis of Assisi]:
"I did not have this liking for people,
which Koos had
regardless of whether he was agreed with by others or not.
[Note by Koos:
Koos also this lifetime had this unreserved liking for people
till, at the age of 14,
his mother intrigued a clash between his father and him
to oppress Koos and punish him
for liking and understanding them
so that this lessened -
especially while being in their presence.
Koos regained this unreserved liking for people
at various occasions while away from his parents, and also
upon doing the Scientology Communication Course,
and then
lost part of it
when he joined staff in Amsterdam's Scientology Organization,
where he experienced the fascistic attitude
of L. Ron Hubbard and his "Sea Org"-staff
(but that was after the person under confession now,
already had dishonorably deserted Koos).
Koos further regained a large part
of his enormous capability of liking people
in August 1976,
when he met the reincarnation of the French painter Claude Monet,
resulting in Koos
breaking free from the Scientology Organization
and going his own way,
growing steadily to his own size,
far above L. Ron Hubbard
- for which fact Koos was, and still is,
being very heavily attacked
by L. Ron Hubbard and
by the drones and clones of L. Ron Hubbard
in the Scientology Organizations, as well as
by a few criminals who hate love and understanding
with every fiber of their being.]
"I myself needed agreement from people [that they like me],
in order for me to like them.
"KOOS HAD A HUGE LIKING FOR PEOPLE.
"He did himself not need any agreement
[from others for him to like them].
"HE INCLUDED EVERY BEING,
HE DIDN'T WITHDRAW,
EVEN WHEN HE DID NOT SHARE
THE WAYS OF LIFE OF OTHER PEOPLE.
"He was humble,
AND
bigger than the Pope,
at the same time."
(emotional charge Blowing [going away])
LFBD-F/Nind [= truth found out]
VGI's [Very Good Indicators]
LFBD-F/N
([Note by Auditor:] My ears pop open, mental space widens.)
F/Nind
(End of this confessional session)
Total session time: 3 hrs 5 min
Highly specialized Telepathic Auditing
at 700 US $ per hour, makes 2,158 US $ total cost.
(The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see Telepathy Web-Page:
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
RI-896i 'Telepathy - Questions about getting in communication'
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-896i.htm
RI-881i 'Basics of Telepathy - Vital Data about You' 1 June 97
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-881i.htm
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1997
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-771i.htm
and RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1996, 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Personal Web-page:
http://ArtOrg.com
Personal Web-Library:
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/
Library Search Engine:
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/search.html
References (available at the Web-Library "http://Art-Org.com"):
(about Art)
RI-019Ri 'Artists and Ethics' of 10 Sep 1992
RI-704Ri 'Real Art is not hard to understand' of 30 Sept 1996
RI-932i 'My Beloved One' of 22 Sept 1997
Many Notes on Art - at http://ArtOrg.com/ao-notes/
(about religion)
RI-379Ri 'Religious Tolerance' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' shortened 22 Dec 96
(about Correct and Joyful Confessionals)
RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 96
RI-542i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - II' 2 May 96
RI-545i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - III' 20 May 96
RI-568i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - IV' 14 June 97
(about past lives of Koos)
RI-768i 'Past Lives - Lost Opportunities' issued 29 Dec 1996
RI-018i 'LRH on Wolfgang A. Mozart' of 2 Nov 1994
RI-178i 'LRH on Mozart and Salieri' of 10 May 1995
RI-853i 'Re my father - VII - Leopold on his son Wolfgang Mozart' 29 Apr 97
RI-854i 'Re my father - VIII - Wolfgang Mozart on father Leopold' 29 Apr 97
RI-464i 'LRH betrayed Joan of Arc (1430, France)' of 26 Jan 1996
RI-551i 'When Koos knew he was Leonardo da Vinci' of 5 May 96
(about society)
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
RI-705i 'Society Resurgence, Use of Rules' of 9 Oct 1996
RI-750i 'Crimes are not motivated by money' of 1 Dec 1996
(about sanity)
RI-449i 'A Rule For Freedom' of 14 Jan 1996
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
(about understanding and helping people)
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-592i 'How To Look At People' of 5 June 1996
RI-734i 'Orienting Children' of 13 Nov 1996
RI-781BPI 'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 16 Jan 1997
(about Koos and supporting Koos' work)
RI-126Ri 'Koos Nolst Trenite - identity' of 29 Mar 1995
RI-480i 'Koos Nolst Trenite - Life-story' of 14 Feb 1996
RI-828i 'Koos Nolst Trenite personally visited' of 19 Apr 1997
RI-827i 'Koos Nolst Trenite, Contributions to' of 18 Apr 1997
RI-871i 'Relaying Truth is your Duty' of 23 May 1997
(about Telepathy)
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1997
RI-881i 'Basics of Telepathy - Vital Data about You' of 11 June 1997
RI-857i 'Telepathy - Telepathic Auditor Training Course' of 29 May 1997
RI-857i-AS 'Telepathy Course - the Processes - Summary' of 2 June 1997
RI-879i 'The Ultimate Defense Weapon of Telepathy' of 12 July 1997
RI-896i 'Telepathy - Questions about getting in communication' 21 June 97
(about handling enemies by understanding and helping them to become saner)
The 'Understanding Suppression Series':
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 July 97
RI-926i 'I do not respect the right of others to be insane' of 19 Aug 97
RI-646i 'FACING those who are mean or dishonest' of 31 July 1996
RI-262i 'Creating despite Suppressive Persons' of 20 Aug 1995
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 1995
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' 10 Apr 96
(about Free Scientology Data and the evil Scientology Organizations)
RI-783i 'A lesson in Hubbard-Scientology Public Relations' of 19 Jan 1997
RI-806i 'Scientology-"Religion" - evil in business and science' 16 Mar 97
RI-650Ri 'All Scientologists destroy your Civil Rights everywhere' 5 Aug 96
RI-668i 'COMPLETE Scientology Data for Everyone, FOR FREE' of 16 Aug 1996
RI-732i 'The Evil in L. Ron Hubbard's Scientology Philosophy' of 10 Nov 96
RI-642i 'The Mystery of Scientology Organization - Revealed' 24 July 1996
RI-590i 'Selling Scientology L. Ron Hubbard style, since 1966' 3 June 1996
RI-488i 'Very able people at serious risk in Scientology' 23 Feb 1996
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
at the Library of Koos' writings on
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ao-notes.htm
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
or at the Archives at
ftp://thetics.europa.com/outgoing/adams/RI
ftp://thetics.europa.com/outgoing/adams/RI/USP
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