28 April 1997
RI-846i 'Recovering my father - Part III - Value of Telepathy'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-846i for Internet
"It was
when I looked at life with my OWN eyes,
when I didn't have to
'be right', or
'be an authority'
(someone who is 'being the father of...'
someone who is 'having to have responsibility',
as an ENFORCEMENT)."
'"Pa" Nolst Trenite'
In the section 'CONCLUSION', below,
you will find some practical comparison of
the thought universe, with
the realities of the physical universe -
which points out some
values and frailties (weaknesses) of telepathy.
(see also
RI-841i 'My mother - regrettably, but true: a suppressive person'
RI-839i 'Recovering my father - Part I'
RI-840i 'Recovering my father - Part II')
Telepathic Auditing-session with Pa (Koos' father),
on 28 April 1997, 16:45 GMT
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
(An Auditor is someone who listens.)
reference:
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1997
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-771i.htm
[Auditor:] How are you doing now?
[Pa:]
"It is calm, it is quiet around here in the house -
it is TOO quiet. LFBD LFBD
"I wanted it like this,
keeping everything away from me.
"But now I don't like it,
being cut off from the rest of the world. LF
"I would like to have more communication
with the world 'outside'." LFBD
[Koos:] It looks like a big Break in life-force
[a Break in Affinity, Reality, Communication and Understanding,
an "A-R-C-Break"].
But it is an A-R-C-Break of long duration,
which he is NOW becoming AWARE of.
[Note by Auditor:] This is also my observation.
[Koos:] We Assess his 'A-R-C-Break of long duration'.
[Pa:]
"My being 'right-in-the-middle-of-life' was inhibited.
It got calmer and calmer around me.
"I refused to participate
in the lives of the members of my family.
"I withdrew more and more from them. LFBD
Here I am now.
It was inhibited Communication.
"I feel more connected with life again,
but far from what it could be.
"It makes me long for times when I enjoyed
a storm at sea, or
a house full of kids, or
a discussion with colleagues in my Company.
"I see what is missing:
Motion, and communication." F
[Auditor:] Is there an earlier similar
'A-R-C-Break of long duration'?
[Pa:]
"Yes, I once desired Reality,
now I don't want that anymore."
[Auditor:] Is there an earlier similar
'A-R-C-Break of long duration'?
[Pa:]
"It was my curiosity to have Affinity (for life) LFBDBD
and I desired to have Affinity (for life)." LFBD
[Note by Auditor:] He looks already a bit brighter.
[Auditor:] Is there an earlier similar
'A-R-C-Break of long duration'?
[Pa:]
"It was a Break of No Communication."
LFBDBDBD-F/Nind [= big truth established]
[Note by Auditor:] The A-R-C-Break is gone.
He is 'looking younger'.
[Auditor:] What happened? LFBD
[Pa:]
"I am feeling revived and more energetic.
I looked at times on the ship."
[Koos:] What ship?
[Koos:] He has been a first mate
on a merchant liner (Holland-America line).
[Pa:]
"Time before I was married, when I was at sea.
"It was
when I looked at life with my OWN eyes,
when I didn't have to
'be right', or
'be an authority'
(someone who is 'being the father of...'
someone who is 'having to have responsibility',
as an enforcement). LFBD
"Gradually, more and more,
I have been looking at life through Ma's eyes."
[Note by Auditor:] He was 'drawn into Ma's
[suppressive, dead] universe'. LFBD
(see RI-24i 'Definition of 'PTS' - IMPORTANT' of 19 Nov 1994
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-024i.htm)
[Auditor:] How are you doing NOW?
[Pa:]
"I have regained some of the feeling of pleasure for life
that I had then.
"I am feeling more energetic, and
I am 'looking with my own eyes'." F/Nind
'Pa Nolst Trenite'
[Note by Koos:
But Pa still refuses to take ANY responsibility
for the suppressive intentions of "Ma"
towards himself and towards others.]
(to be continued with 'Recovering my father - Part IV')
Total session time: 1 hr 47 min
Highly specialized Telepathic Auditing
at 700 US $ per hour, makes 1,248 US $ total cost.
(The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall),
LFBD(Long Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe
reactions on the E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F,
LF, LFBD), and release of charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(See RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 96
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' 4 Sept 96
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1997)
CONCLUSION
In thought, one can feel and express oneself quite freely,
which is not the same in the physical universe,
as you, no doubt, know.
Think of
all the things you thought of and wanted to express
before meeting the one you have fallen in love with,
and
how little of it came through
when talking and meeting in the physical universe.
The reality in the physical universe
is often, most often - except for the very honest and the very aware -
quite different,
with all the kinds of - often immense -
barriers to communication, and
with all kinds of
social restraints and
socially enforced feelings and compulsions
that inhibit freely saying
what one would like to have said and
what one would like to have understood by another,
restraints and compulsions
that inhibit freely feeling - also in the physical universe -
what one would LIKE to feel and
what feelings one would like to share with another.
(A powerful musician probably understands more easily
what I am talking about.)
However, in this particular case,
my mother is employing her full bag
of well-proven mechanisms to dominate my father,
which he gradually agreed to more and more over the years.
She knows exactly
which words to use or
which emotions to display,
which thoughts to radiate,
in order to make him not look at her intentions,
how to make him forget about the times
he was really alive and self-determined.
(see RI-24i 'Definition of 'PTS' - IMPORTANT' of 19 Nov 1994
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-024i.htm)
She does that in order to
'keep my father in line' - in her line, that is.
And my father has AGREED to be destroyed by her,
he even - as you know - has AGREED to help her to destroy me.
And therefore we have
to reverse, to unwind, to roll back
all those agreements with being suppressed and
all those agreements with enforcing the suppression also onto others.
A main reason for that is
that he refuses to care
for the insanity and evil intentions of my mother.
But by looking at the thoughts,
you of course find out what is REALLY going on,
and on that you can build - if you manage - a
TRUE relationship,
TRUE friendship, and
TRULY respectful behavior.
You then can make real in the physical universe
that what REALLY is there,
with a warm and deep understanding
of what someone else really likes and really wants.
These are then the truly great relationships,
the great and productive friendships
that nobody can really destroy.
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
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References (available at the Library http://Art-Org.com):
(about Koos' parents and family)
RI-846i 'Recovering my father - Part III - Value of Telepathy' 28 Apr 97
RI-840i 'Recovering my father - Part II' of 26 Apr 97
RI-839i 'Recovering my father - Part I' of 26 Apr 97
RI-841i 'My mother - regrettably, but true: a suppressive person' Apr 97
RI-811i 'Telepathic talk with my brother' of 27 Mar 1997
RI-767i 'My mother crediting me' of 21 Dec 1996
RI-698i 'Treat a Psychotic as a Psychotic (on my mother)' of 18 Sept 96
RI-697i 'Telepathic Auditing for my Father - On Friendships' 17 Sept 96
RI-689i 'Auditing a psychotic telepathically' of 7 Sept 1996
RI-688i 'Handling parents - a psychotic mother' of 7 Sept 1996
(about Koos Nolst Trenite)
RI-126Ri 'Koos Nolst Trenite - identity' of 29 Mar 1995
RI-480i 'Koos Nolst Trenite - Life-story' of 14 Feb 1996
RI-828i 'Koos Nolst Trenite personally visited' of 19 Apr 1997
(about marriage and family and problems in marriage)
RI-759i 'Understanding a Typical Marriage Problem' of 12 Dec 1996
RI-543i 'Dictators' of 22 July 1994, issued 2 May 1996
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-734i 'Orienting Children' of 13 Nov 1996
RI-781BPI'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 14 Jan 97
RI-713i 'Handling Attacks Correctly - Space and Love' 18 Oct 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
RI-785i 'On Not Remedying Disagreements - "Not Talking"' of 24 Jan 97
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1997
(about art and about religion)
RI-019Ri 'Artists and Ethics' of 10 Sept 1992
RI-704Ri 'Real Art is not hard to understand' of 30 Sept 1996
RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' shortened 22 Dec 96
(about understanding and handling criminals and enemies)
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 950
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' of 10 Apr 1996
RI-646i 'FACING those who are mean or dishonest' of 31 July 1996
(about RI-Bulletins)
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
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