25 August 1997
issued 4 November 1997
RI-956i 'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-956i for Internet
(Also appearing in the RDS-series,
the "Resolving Domination Series".)
'Some therapies advocate this -
"In order to have or restore liking for myself,
I must NOT have Affinity
for (awareness of) the evil I have in me."
"In order to have or make others like me,
I must make THEM have NO Affinity for or awareness
of the evil I have in me."
The result is that
one's evil impulses are NEITHER kept in control
by oneself, NOR by others.'
'Ambassador for Mankind'
Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 25 August 1997, 06:30 GMT
[Jutta:]
"In 1788, I BECAME EVIL WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES TO OTHERS' EVIL."
(see RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' of 24 Oct 97
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-941i.htm)
Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 25 August 1997, 07:30 GMT
[Jutta:]
"I can be THERE [be present spiritually], now
[and therefore]
I am [now] willing to listen to what others want and
I am [now] willing to tell them what I want."
[Koos:] Jutta thinks and acts:
"In order to have Affinity [liking, respect] FOR MYSELF,
I must not think of any evil that I have myself done.
In order for OTHERS to have Affinity for me,
I must not let THEM know about my evil."
[Note by Koos:
Some therapies advocate this -
"In order to have or restore liking for myself,
I must NOT have Affinity
for the evil I have in me."
"In order to have or make others like me,
I must make them have NO Affinity for or awareness
of the evil I have in me."
The result is that
one's evil impulses are NEITHER kept in control
by oneself, NOR by others.
(see also RI-288i 'The Main Evil Purpose' of 15 Oct 1995
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-288i.htm)]
Solo-Confessional(*) of Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 25 August 1997, 07:41 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
[Solo-Auditor(**):] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right?
[Jutta:]
"It would make me right
for communicating with Koos in my own universe [in my dream-world]
and then
being FLABBERGASTED [surprised]
that when I talked afterwards with Koos in the physical universe,
Koos hadn't perceived what I had been thinking to myself and
that there hadn't really been any such communication [of mine TO HIM]."
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right? LFBD(***)
[Jutta:]
"It would make me right
for being upset that
the Koos in my own universe,
is different from
KOOS in the physical universe,
even though all that I know and understand about Koos
I got from observing Koos
in the physical universe.
"Telling myself to NOT communicate to Koos
would make me right
for being SURPRISED - when seeing the ease
with which other people communicate with Koos,
and THE EASE
with which Koos is communicating to other people. LF LFBDBD
"Why is that?
How is that?
"Because
others are there, when they communicate with Koos,
with Koos in the physical universe,
and
they are willing to duplicate [understand] KOOS,
and
Koos is there with them in the physical universe
willing to duplicate THEM." LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make Koos wrong?
[Jutta:]
"By telling myself that I must NOT communicate to Koos,
I make Koos wrong
for Koos telling so to me when
my communication to him is psychotic.
"For Koos observing in me
how I AM communicating to him. LFBD
"For Koos stopping my communication when it is insane. LFBD LFBD
"There were times when I,
instead of wanting to stop my insane communication,
was becoming covertly [secretly] hostile with thoughts like:
- 'Why couldn't I keep my mouth shut?'
- 'I'm better off NOT saying anything!'
Even accusing Koos of hindering me from communicating,
when actually
he WANTS me to communicate
AND be myself when I communicate, LFBD
which is a good intention of his for me."
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right? LF
[Jutta:]
"For blaming Koos as the cause for my decision
[by escaping from looking at how I am actually communicating,
with]: 'I must not communicate to Koos'.
"For having REFUSED to find out
what was wrong with my communication." LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right? F's LFBDBD LFBDBD
[Jutta:]
"For having refused to see
that it was an evil Order
by L. Ron Hubbard and by the Guardian Office Suppressives
[that I must not communicate to Koos -
or lose all my friends and social contacts and courses I paid for] -
by the Guardian Office in 1977 -
which L. Ron Hubbard was 'still very happy with'
[till he pretended to renounce it in 1984,
and renamed it OSA, 'Office of Special Affairs'].
"For NOT having been really angry about and NOT vocally protesting
the audacity (effrontery, shamelessness, impertinence)
of L. Ron Hubbard, and
of his Guardian Office Suppressive Persons
to tell me, in 1977:
'You must not communicate to Koos'." LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right? LFBD
[Jutta:]
"It would make me right for 'not being there'. LFBD
"These go hand in hand:
'I must not communicate with Koos',
preceded by
'I don't want to "be there"' [I don't want to face life]."
[Note by Koos:
She does not want to face life - and then, and THEREFORE,
does not want to communicate to Koos.]
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right?
[Jutta:]
"It would make me right for not communicating to KOOS. LF
"Sometimes I communicated to Koos as if he was [some OTHER PERSON
that I really did not like or hated
(in order to make it seem right to myself to be destructive to Koos)].
"[As if he was:]
Napoleon, sF
Richard Reiss, or sF
L. Ron Hubbard, or sF
my grandmother, or sF
my grandfather, or sF
(former school-mates). F
"And sometimes I TOOK ON [decided to BE like them,
like] one or the other of these Valences [characters],
in order NOT to communicate to KOOS.
"I don't call this communication -
when I use a Valence [a false character]
that is talking as if it is me.
"It is also not [me] seeing Koos, then,
[when I talk like that]."
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right?
[Jutta:]
"[I say to myself 'I must not communicate to Koos'
in order to make it seem right to myself]
that I am not being myself
[but am being a false character, instead].
"[It makes it seem RIGHT, to myself]
that I am not communicating with KOOS
- not being WITH HIM in the physical universe. LFBD
"For communicating to Koos
from a remote [unreal, other-determined] viewpoint.
"For not creating my communication to Koos
at the moment that I talk to Koos
[not being there in present time
- but talking from some distant or imaginary past].
"For not being there with KOOS
in the physical universe. LF LFBD LFBD
"For CONFUSING my own [imaginary] universe
with the physical universe. LFBD
"For letting [allowing] myself
to be kicked out of spaces
[to be denied awareness of my environment and of the people in it]
by [the spirit] L. Ron Hubbard." F's LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make others wrong? F
[Jutta:]
"It would make Koos wrong
for telling it to me, when I psychotically 'communicate' to him. F's
["Well, if you don't like how I communicate to you,
then I DON'T communicate to you!
You should - without complaint or mention - accept
ALL my imagined 'facts', and
ALL my pretenses, and
all my suppressed hate for myself and others, and
all my unwillingness to see who you are
even though I know VERY WELL who you are, and
all my confusing you intentionally with
Napoleon, L. Ron Hubbard, Richard Reiss, etc., and
all my talking to you or others as if I am these people
(all of whom thoroughly overwhelmed Jutta
at one time or another and 'won' over her)
without wanting to be MYSELF
to you and to the children and to our friends."]
"It IS good that Koos says it to me,
so that I can look at what I am doing and
so that I can stop it,
and be myself again." LFBD LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make others wrong?
[Jutta:]
"It would make those wrong who DO communicate to Koos.
"And that's mean of me
[telling them or intending to them
that 'One better not communicate to Koos what one thinks'],
because
they are good friends of Koos
who - contrary to myself - DO communicate with Koos,
and
I consider them also to be good friends of mine
[to whom I should not intend that]." LFBDBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make others wrong?
[Jutta:]
"[Saying to myself 'I must NOT communicate to Koos'],
would make Koos wrong
for him wanting me to communicate in a sane way.
"That's a good intention for me from Koos." LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make others wrong?
[Jutta:]
"It would make others WRONG for communicating to Koos
['Don't communicate to Koos -
he will make nothing of your communication'],
although it is very desirable for me
that they DO communicate to Koos." LFBDBDBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right?
[Jutta:]
"For considering that
'if I don't communicate to Koos,
then Koos can also not tell me that I am psychotic'. LFBDBD
[Note by Koos:
This is what Jutta did for instance in 1987,
when she ran away from looking at herself, ran away
to the Scientology Celebrity Center Duesseldorf (Germany)
to get admiration from them
'for being in Scientology and being a painter' and
to try and get agreement from them
that Koos should not talk with her about her insanity.
When she phoned me from there
to show me how mean it was of me to
help her to face her insanity
- to freely Audit her on her request,
to care for her in many other ways -
I told her
she was being psychotic for
staying away and pretending to us to be away to
sell to non-existent but pretended sales-appointments there.
The same evening she tried to enforce that pretense anyway,
by trying to sell a painting of hers to a psychotic Scientologist
- who did not, of course, buy -
and in her hotelroom that late night,
she decided to
NOT COMMUNICATE TO KOOS
- NOR TO THE CHILDREN
NOR TO ANY OTHER FAMILY, FRIENDS OR ACQUAINTANCES -
FOREVER.
After a few weeks I found her back
with the help of a non-Scientology woman
who later became a friend of us:
She had seen Jutta standing in the street,
in the sleet and snow of January,
a pitiful character, broke, freezing, attracting pity,
unable to pay her hotel-bill,
and offered her a night's stay and feeding and warming up
at her place,
out of compassion and a liking for the person,
the being Jutta
who was hiding her own true character
from herself and from everyone else.
I traced that person, and arranged with her
to phone me if Jutta would contact her again, and
to offer to Jutta to buy a painting of hers
if she came to her place.
That's where I - with the children - went
to collect Jutta again, when that occurred.
Jutta accused me of having tricked her
into meeting us again,
into making her face, by our presence,
that Jutta had intended to desert us and her own goals, and
had executed that intention.
SUCH IS THE POWER OF L. RON HUBBARD AND HIS FOLLOWERS
TO MAKE EVIL IMPULSES IN PEOPLE GET THE BETTER OF THEM
- quite in opposition to their PROPAGANDA.
They PRETEND care - and that only
when a lot of cash is at hand to change into their hands.]
[Jutta:]
"Whereby, deciding not to communicate to Koos,
IS what is psychotic."
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I must not communicate to Koos"
make you right?
[Jutta:]
"For refusing to observe
when [the spirit] L. Ron Hubbard attacks me
(see RI-951i 'Black Magic Spells from L. Ron Hubbard' of 3 Nov 1997
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-951i.htm) [validates my evil,
validated my refusal to be there, to be myself,
validates my refusal to see others as they are,
validates my refusal to follow my OWN goals in life],
and my decision not to communicate to Koos makes me 'right'
for not duplicating
the attack and LFBD
the intention of L. Ron Hubbard:
'You must not communicate to Koos.' LFBD
"[The spirit] L. Ron Hubbard attacked me, a short while ago
(before I wrote the previous answer above),
and
I ended my dopiness [spell of unconsciousness]
- into which he sent me
[because I refused to duplicate the hurting and confusion
he just now intended on me and caused me to have] -
[I ended it]
by duplicating L. Ron Hubbard's attack [of making me unaware]."
LFBD-F/Nind [truth established]
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
Total session time: 3 hrs 8 min
Motto of the 'Resolving Domination Series' (RDS):
"Koos is giving much more life than all other beings I know.
I want to be in communication with Koos."
(Jutta's own viewpoint in 1977 for joining Koos)
* (see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm
and following parts II, III, IV)
** [Definition of 'Solo-Auditor':
Someone who writes down his own confession
in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
*** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://Art-Org.com/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Editors: Freya Nolst Trenite and Blair Wiley
Final Editor: Koos Nolst Trenite
Supervision and publication requested by Jutta Nolst Trenite
Actions and Publication ordered by Ambassador for Mankind
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Library Search Engine:
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References (available at also the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About communication
RI-801i '"You can never leave" - The spiritual universe' of 14 Mar 1997
RI-785i 'On Not Remedying Disagreements - "Not Talking"' of 24 Jan 1997
RI-896i 'Telepathy - Questions about getting in communication' 21 June 97
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1996
- About sanity
RI-449i 'A Rule For Freedom' of 14 Jan 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
- About Koos and supporting Koos' work
RI-126Ri 'Koos Nolst Trenite - identity' of 29 Mar 1995
RI-480i 'Koos Nolst Trenite - Life-story' of 14 Feb 1996
RI-828i 'Koos Nolst Trenite personally visited' of 19 Apr 1997
RI-827i 'Koos Nolst Trenite, Contributions to' of 18 Apr 1997
RI-871i 'Relaying Truth is your Duty' of 23 May 1997
RI-768i 'Past Lives - Lost Opportunities' issued 29 Dec 1996
- About Jutta
RI-955i 'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'
RI-954i 'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
RI-947i 'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97
RI-943i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
RI-944i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' of 17 Aug 97
RI-945i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' of 18 Aug 97
RI-940i '"L. Ron Hubbard is an idiot" as Jutta's "Solution" to life' Aug 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-521i 'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
RI-717i 'Jutta accepting the SP Miscavige over her' of 27 Oct 1996
RI-700i 'How Jutta destroys L. Ron Hubbard - Serenity' of 23 Sept 1996
RI-699i 'How Jutta destroys FLAG's Richard Reiss' of 23 Sept 1996
RI-445i 'Jutta more cause over L. Ron Hubbard' of 5 Jan 1996
- About facing and understanding evil and Suppressive Persons
The 'Understanding Suppression Series':
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 July 97
RI-010i 'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 1995
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' 10 Apr 96
RI-713i 'Handling Attacks Correctly - Space and Love' of 18 Oct 1996
RI-646i 'FACING those who are mean or dishonest' of 31 July 1996
RI-262i 'Creating despite Suppressive Persons' of 20 Aug 1995
RI-024i 'Definition of "Potential Trouble Source" - IMPORTANT' 19 Nov 94
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
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