26 August 1997
issued and edited 8 Nov 1997
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-961i for Internet
(Also appearing in the RDS-series,
the "Resolving Domination Series".)
'The compulsive goal
to be RECOGNIZED as helping Mankind
(and they have actually to really do something for Mankind
in order to earn their recognition)
and, opposed to that, after they have achieved that,
the compulsive goal
to have - and enforce on others -
the "joy" of total irresponsibility for Mankind.'
'It is these pretenses,
of L. Ron Hubbard, of Jutta, and of others,
that I'm exposing, and
I think that
it would be a good idea if you
start to contribute to me and
stop contributing to those
who, with less or greater success, PRETEND to assist Mankind,
like L. Ron Hubbard does PRETEND, but
who in fact are NOW in the grip of their
insane joy of destroying Mankind.'
'Ambassador for Mankind'
Solo-Confessional(*) of Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 26 August 1997, 07:21 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
[Solo-Auditor(**):] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
hinder the survival of others?
[Jutta:]
"I would,
without being in communication with Koos,
NOT sell my paintings. F(***)
"I would,
with 'I will not communicate to Koos',
not align with Koos
in looking around and perceiving counter-survival intentions,
which when simply duplicated [perceived very precisely]
lose their impact. F
"I would destroy the life-force of others,
because
communicating to Koos is communicating to life
[because of his superior understanding of it and
his easy and expert ability to discuss it with friends
and lead them to understanding life better - Note by Editor]
and
withholding myself from communication to Koos and to life
has an impact on others, as well." F
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
hinder the survival of others?
[Jutta:]
"Communicating to Koos LFBD
is communicating to life.
"I hinder Koos' survival
if I do not communicate to Koos, of course."
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
hinder the survival of others?
[Jutta:]
"I am forcing Freya and Noel
to continuously face a mother
who is psychotic and
who is not communicating to Koos, and
who is not communicating to them either [to Freya and Noel], LFBD LFBD
and
who lives as if the daily problems of life
do not need to be solved.
"I am hindering THEIR survival
with my 'I will not communicate to Koos'
(THEY [and many other friends]
have a great ease in communicating to Koos
[and do not like to be told or be given the idea
that 'one does not communicate to Koos']). LFBD
"I'm not caring for [working to ensure] their future.
I'm not caring for their present.
Koos is giving them all the care.
"I don't give them the Auditing that would help them
[I don't ask for nor listen to their problems].
I have never given them anything that helped them in THEIR lives.
"I have destroyed even their expectations LFBD
that they will LFBD
grow up with a father AND with a mother
who is there for them all the time, a mother
whom they can trust and rely on and communicate to. LFBD
"Koos has never betrayed their expectations -
but I have: LF
I have deserted them, and Koos,
several times in their lives for months at a time.
And actually
I am creating daily uncertainty in their lives,
and threats and danger, and LFBDBD
I force THEM to face
MY refusal to create life [survival, enjoyment] and LFBD
MY refusal to confront [face] suppression. LFBD LFBD
"And I destroyed something LFBD
very beautiful with it:
Koos, Freya, Noel.
"I am hindering Koos' survival:
Koos wants to have a sane family,
and with Freya and Noel
he is daily creating a sane life with them and
Koos HAS care and HAS love for them. LFBDBD LFBDBDBD
"I am really a very suppressive character, LFBDBDBD
you know it, Koos,
others should also know it,
I am [now, at the moment] communicating it out
to all our friends (anybody can know it)
and
I am [now, at the moment] communicating to everybody
that you ARE a friend to them." LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
aid your survival? LFBD
[Jutta:]
"Aid my survival? LFBDBD
IT RUINS MY LIFE!
I RUIN my life!
And I RUIN THE LIVES OF OTHERS! LFBD LFBD
"I am angry about the insane intentions of L. Ron Hubbard
that 'I should not communicate to Koos'. LFBD
[Note by Koos:
She is blaming it on others.
Nobody at all is preventing her from communicating to Koos.
Koos is encouraging it every minute of the day.
L. Ron Hubbard's psychosis forces OTHERS not to communicate to Koos
and of course Jutta does not like that
- but that has nothing to do with
her own refusal to communicate
not only to her talents and abilities,
but
to life,
to her family that she is living with, and
to friends.]
[Jutta:]
"And I am letting [the being] L. Ron Hubbard know [at the moment]
that I am angry LFBD
[as if HE would care that Jutta doesn't like him (Note by Koos)]
about the insane intentions of
L. Ron Hubbard's Suppressive Persons and slaves LFBDBD
who follow L. Ron Hubbard's insane order
that they should not be in communication with Koos. LFBD
"And I let them [now, at the moment, in thought] know that. LFBD
[Well, they didn't seem to care much either, for Jutta's
fleeting and weak spell of SURVIVAL thought. (Note by Koos)]
[Jutta:]
"Anybody SHOULD be in communication with Koos LFBD
for their own benefit.
There would be
more decency in life,
more honesty,
more aliveness,
more charm [aesthetics, beauty, pleasantness],
more creativeness,
more A-R-C [Affinity, Reality, Communication],
more understanding. LFBDBD
"I am [at the moment]
putting this [thinking this] out to people
[with very, very little force, though (Note by Koos)]." LFBDBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
aid your survival?
[Jutta:]
"No, it wouldn't AID my survival!
"It would very much aid my survival
IF OTHERS IN BIG NUMBER WOULD COMMUNICATE TO KOOS.
And it would aid Koos' survival!
And it would aid the survival of
those who would [then] communicate to Koos! LFBDBDBDBD
"I [now, at the moment] put [radiate, send] that out
[but rather to her own thoughts ABOUT people,
than INTO the thoughts of other people (Note by Koos)]!"
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
aid your survival? LFBD LFBD
[Jutta:]
"I do not see how that could be.
High volumes of communication of me to Koos will aid MY survival.
And volumes of communication to Koos from others
will also aid MY survival, and theirs, too.
"I [at the moment] continue to put that out!" LFBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
hinder the survival of others? LFBD
[Jutta:]
"If I would not want to be in communication with Koos,
I also wouldn't want to find out what he is handling, and
I wouldn't want to help Koos by re-inforcing his intention
so that he will create a survival impact with what he is doing,
as is his intention." LFBDBD
["If I am NOT in communication with Koos,
I do not have to become aware of what he is handling,
and so
I can be irresponsible for Mankind
WITHOUT having to feel bad about it,
WITHOUT being reminded that I intentionally
refuse to handle anything that
destroys others or destroys Mankind (including myself)."]
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
hinder the survival of others?
[Jutta:]
"It would hinder others from
being made decent [by being in contact with Koos] and from
giving up evil [non-survival] intentions.
"I have sometimes observed destructive intentions towards Koos
WITHOUT telling him about it, and
I have hindered both Koos and my survival by [not mentioning] that,
and the survival of the [suppressive] person, too, of course.
"'I will not communicate to Koos' shows
an unwillingness to know
what Koos is doing (which persons, what subject matter)
at a given time, what he is dealing with,
SO THAT I WOULD NOT BE CALLED UPON
TO ALSO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT."
[Note by Koos:
And responsibility means
judgement of how to use spiritual force -
a judgement that Jutta refuses to
exert about herself and about others
IN ORDER TO SUCCESSFULLY PRETEND to herself and to others
not to be able to be ethical.
It is all carefully and most intelligently set up by her
- with ideas and intentions balancing -
to execute her actual intention,
to keep the actual, hidden intention there:
The "joy" of being completely irresponsible.]
LFBDBD-F/Nind [truth established]
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
Total session time: 3 hrs 12 min
In actual fact, she wants to have us
gone completely,
not existing at all
- so that she is not reminded of the fact that
she doesn't mind at all to let Mankind go to pieces, and
so that she can allow herself to "feel good" about herself
by trying to destroy or deny, to herself as well as to others,
all responsibility for Mankind.
You see, a destructive intention does not only affect oneself,
she ALSO has to make it "RIGHT" that she is doing it
by trying to make others do the same
(that THEY should deny and destroy
all their responsibility for Mankind as well).
L. Ron Hubbard's "Serenity Group", of which Jutta was part,
had and has as its sole and only purpose
to completely destroy all of Mankind and all activity of life,
IN ORDER TO MAKE EACH OTHER "FEEL GOOD",
to give each other the very sick feeling of '"beauty" of
total irresponsibility for life and for each other',
- excepting the responsibility
to enforce this intention on each other!
This is the current "very high spiritual state" of
the being L. Ron Hubbard,
as well as it is the current state of Jutta.
The being L. Ron Hubbard justifies it with
"I have done something very survival for Mankind"
(developing New Era Dianetics and the Scientology Academy Levels)
and now he deserves to "enjoy" the very sick "beauty" of
total irresponsibility for Mankind and for himself,
which is in fact (and in practice)
the continuous very strong and hidden intention
to destroy himself and to destroy Mankind,
and
to keep it so in order that he can
continue to "enjoy" this feeling.
(see RI-134i 'The Suppressive Person who "is now Good"' 21 Aug 1994
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-134i.htm)
Jutta is in the same state,
and she also justifies it with
"I have done something for Mankind"
(in her lifetime as Benjamin Franklin up to 1788).
(see RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' 24 Oct 97
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-941i.htm)
For both, this is as insane as saying
"I have helped you -
now I have the right and am allowed the joy
and insane pleasure of destroying you".
This is what is actually now going on,
both L. Ron Hubbard and Jutta are
now actually, really and intentionally doing that.
L. Ron Hubbard does it since 1965, we assume,
and
Jutta does it a few lifetimes longer and
she repeats it all the time in shorter and shorter cycles:
Each time she gave a little bit of help to someone
she asserts the right
- in hiding, hidden, of course, just as L. Ron Hubbard -
to again experience the sick "joy"
of destroying ten times over
the little bit of help she just gave.
Now you might say
that
you are not interested in this, and
you are not interested in that, and
things just happen anyway, and
you just try to be somewhere else, and
it doesn't effect you.
The level of awareness of these things is so low,
that anybody in this civilization
who has these evil intentions
can operate almost completely unhindered,
because
"intentions don't exist,
or can't be stopped,
except by running away"
according to most people.
Now let me remind you that
the Allied Forces did not run away from the Nazi-intentions.
They did not run away from them.
It took them a long time to face them,
and they handled them in the most stupid way
you can possibly go about it,
but
they did face those intentions and
they finally did stop those intentions,
even though they
caused a tremendous amount of unnecessary
destruction to property and life, and
even though they
allowed a tremendous amount of
pain, suffering and betrayal and murder
of the very best and most ethical people,
by acting so late, so slow, and so ineffectively.
You can either simply
do as if those intentions don't exist, or
run away from them, or
join those
who PRETEND to oppose these intentions, but
who in fact have exactly the same intentions
- to destroy Mankind - and
who have even more of it.
ALL evil and destructive intentions are
hidden, covered up and misrepresented,
and so they pretend to oppose these intentions.
It is these pretenses,
of L. Ron Hubbard, of Jutta, and of others,
that I'm exposing, and
I think that
it would be a good idea if you
start to contribute to me and
stop contributing to those
who, with less or greater success, PRETEND to assist Mankind,
like L. Ron Hubbard does PRETEND, but
who in fact are NOW in the grip of their
insane joy of destroying Mankind.
It's an insanity - also known as
two opposing goals within the same person,
two very very old, long-time compulsive goals
within the same person.
In this case:
The compulsive goal to be RECOGNIZED as helping Mankind
(and they have actually to really do something for Mankind
in order to earn their recognition)
and, opposed to that, after they have achieved that,
the compulsive goal to have and enforce on others
the "joy" of total irresponsibility for Mankind
(in order to experiences that joy,
they have to actually destroy Mankind,
so that it is not there to remind them of
the other goal which has to do with helping Mankind).
Jutta thought she got it all made
at the end of her lifetime as Benjamin Franklin,
recognized for the first time since millions of years
as being of assistance to Mankind
(she even got a ninety-day State-mourning
because of her death as Benjamin Franklin),
and since that time
she indulged in the other goal:
The insane "joy" of total irresponsibility for Mankind,
which is the same as destroying Mankind (as pointed out above).
L. Ron Hubbard has got it set up in the same way:
He made himself a Hall of Fame, in Los Angeles,
with all his medals and awards
(most of which are only PR-stunts actually), and
he even got a few yards of a street-corner
named after himself, in Los Angeles,
[they refused to have anything to do with his name
in his place of birth, though],
and now
he is indulging in the insane "joy" of
total irresponsibility for himself and for Mankind, and
he does nothing but
try to destroy his followers and with them Mankind
- covertly, hidden, so that they don't notice it
(they use his contribution to Mankind
to become freer
and then they use that contribution
to destroy each other with, and
to destroy Mankind with).
I'm exposing all this for you.
I have worked twenty years to get to this knowledge.
I have brought you this knowledge,
and
I pointed at some ways
- with the Understanding Suppression Series
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm),
the Telepathy Course
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm),
and most of the RI-Bulletins
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/all.htm) -
with which you can discover by yourself
that much of the data I gave you
is verifyably true, and
with which you can expose more,
- which some of you will do,
because they do want to be born
not in a world of betrayal,
but in a world
where decency and honesty and
the freedom to use one's talents
are granted to them, and
where the talents of others can be enjoyed.
'Ambassador for Mankind'
Motto of the 'Resolving Domination Series' (RDS):
"Koos is giving much more life than all other beings I know.
I want to be in communication with Koos."
(Jutta's own viewpoint in 1977 for joining Koos)
* (see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm
and following parts II, III, IV)
** [Definition of 'Solo-Auditor':
Someone who writes down his own confession
in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
*** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Editors: Freya Nolst Trenite and Blair Wiley
Final Editor: Koos Nolst Trenite
Supervision and publication requested by Jutta Nolst Trenite
Actions and Publication ordered by Ambassador for Mankind
Personal Web-page:
http://ArtOrg.com
Personal Web-Library:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
Library Search Engine:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/search.html
References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About communication
RI-801i '"You can never leave" - The spiritual universe' of 14 Mar 1997
RI-785i 'On Not Remedying Disagreements - "Not Talking"' of 24 Jan 1997
RI-896i 'Telepathy - Questions about getting in communication' 21 June 97
RI-771i 'Use of Telepathy' of 4 Jan 1996
- About Koos and supporting Koos' work
RI-126Ri 'Koos Nolst Trenite - identity' of 29 Mar 1995
RI-480i 'Koos Nolst Trenite - Life-story' of 14 Feb 1996
RI-828i 'Koos Nolst Trenite personally visited' of 19 Apr 1997
RI-827i 'Koos Nolst Trenite, Contributions to' of 18 Apr 1997
RI-871i 'Relaying Truth is your Duty' of 23 May 1997
RI-768i 'Past Lives - Lost Opportunities' issued 29 Dec 1996
- About Benjamin Franklin
RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' of 24 Oct 1997
RI-133i 'Benjamin Franklin's right to NOT be' of 31 Mar 1995
RI-647i 'Benjamin Franklin returning from France - Part I' of 30 July 1996
RI-656i 'Benjamin Franklin returning from France - Part II' of 30 July 96
RI-674i 'Benjamin Franklin returning from France - Part III' of 30 July 96
- About Jutta
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
RI-958i 'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely' of 23 Aug 97
RI-956i 'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it' of 25 Aug 97
RI-954i 'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
RI-955i 'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'
RI-947i 'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97
RI-943i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
RI-944i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' of 17 Aug 97
RI-945i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' of 18 Aug 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-521i 'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
- About facing and handling evil and Suppressive Persons
The 'Understanding Suppression Series':
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' of 16 July 97
RI-010i 'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
RI-024i 'Definition of "Potential Trouble Source" - IMPORTANT' 19 Nov 1994
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 1995
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' of 10 Apr 1996
- About the insanity of the 'Serenity Group'
RI-937i 'Handling persistent psychotics and attackers by past-life...'
RI-772i 'Serenity Devils of L. Ron Hubbard understood better' 5 Jan 97
RI-766i 'The Hidden Serenity Doctrine - VERY IMPORTANT' of 27 Dec 1996
RI-644i 'Artists killed by Serenity, L. Ron Hubbard and Reiss' 30 July 96
RI-508i 'L. Ron Hubbard's Lethal Admiration and Serenity' 12 Mar 96
RI-649i 'Serenity, Communism, Nirwana, and L. Ron Hubbard' 16 June 96
RI-362i 'The incident EVERY Scientologist MUST know' 17 Nov 95
- About truth
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
RI-921i 'Allergic against Truth - Only few are' of 10 Aug 1997
RI-871i 'Relaying Truth is your Duty' of 23 May 1997
RI-823i 'Truth, Justice, Sanity and Auditing - relationship betw' 9 Apr 97
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
- About hiding and destroying truth
USP-025 'Solving life by denying truth' of 23 Jan 1994
USP-019 'Truth is "confusing"' of 21 Jan 1994
RI-923i 'Facing Pretenders to the Truth' of 14 Aug 1997
- About L. Ron Hubbard's evil Scientology Organization mafia and monopoly
RI-783i 'A lesson in Hubbard-Scientology Public Relations' of 19 Jan 1997
RI-732i 'The Evil in L. Ron Hubbard's Scientology Philosophy' of 10 Nov 96
RI-902i 'Dominators dominating Dominator L. Ron Hubbard' of 29 June 1997
RI-848i 'Putting L. Ron Hubbard in perspective' of 3 May 1997
RI-650Ri 'All Scientologists destroy your Civil Rights everywhere' 5 Aug 96
RI-806i 'Scientology-"Religion" - evil in business and science' 16 Mar 97
RI-904i 'L. Ron Hubbard's attitude towards his staff' of 6 July 1997
RI-903i 'Fear of People motivates the whole "Church" of Scn' of 6 July 97
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
at the Library of Koos' writings on
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
or at the Archives at
ftp://thetics.europa.com/outgoing/adams/RI
ftp://thetics.europa.com/outgoing/adams/RI/USP
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