26 August 1997
issued and edited 17 Nov 1997
RI-967i 'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-967i for Internet
(Also appearing in the RDS-series,
the "Resolving Domination Series".)
"If I do not communicate to Koos,
I am INVALIDATING Koos' intention to help anyone by
detecting Suppressive Persons and to help anyone
with not getting tricked by them, F
and
I am denying myself his helpful observation
of what might be wrong with my thoughts or my conclusions,
but
by communicating to Koos
I will find a SURVIVAL solution."
'Jutta'
Solo-Confessional(*) of Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 25 August 1997, 21:24 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
[Solo-Auditor(**):] How would "I will NOT communicate to Koos"
help you to dominate others?
[Jutta:]
"It could 'help' me
[by - because I do NOT communicate to Koos -
being unhindered and undetected in executing my decision
to destroy all life]
to try and dominate my family
into poverty and
into denial of
all good and
all necessary
things in life and
all pleasant
things in life." LFBD(***)
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will NOT communicate to Koos"
help you to dominate others?
[Jutta:]
"Not communicating to Koos would 'help' me
to dominate the world into
being dominated
by Hubbard Scientology Organizations and
by L. Ron Hubbard.
"Not communicating to Koos would 'help' me
to be suppressive and
to choose the wrong person to sell a painting of mine to -
and that will certainly
NOT help me to escape the domination
by L. Ron Hubbard! LFBDBDBD
"Not communicating to Koos will 'help' me
to choose a person to sell my paintings to
who doesn't want to spend much money for a painting
but who might 'accept' buying one for half price! LFBD
"I have done such degrading stuff many times. LFBD
"This is
degrading and this is
letting myself be dominated
by L. Ron Hubbard or
by any other Suppressive Person (see Footnote),
whereas
my job - being an artist - is
to have an Ethics Presence [to point towards survival] and
to make people LFBDBDBDBD
desirous to be alive, and
desirous to be of assistance to us, as well." LFBD
(see RI-19Ri 'Artists and Ethics' revised 22 Dec 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-019ri.htm)
[Note by Koos:
But she has
NO liking for people,
NO care for people,
and she does
NOT WANT to make people desirous to be alive.]
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
help you to dominate others?
[Jutta:]
"When I do NOT communicate to Koos,
I have the [compulsive] intention
to overwhelm [dominate] people.
"That (dominating people by overwhelm) doesn't make friends -
it creates upsets and
it makes people unwilling to have me around. LFBDBDBDBD
"When I AM in communication with Koos,
I can work out with Koos what
are the most survival things to do. LFBD
"When I am in communication with Koos,
I AM ALSO IN COMMUNICATION WITH MYSELF
[with my true goals, with my true abilities,
with all that is part of ME]." LFBDBD LFBDBDBDBD
[Solo-Auditor:] How would "I will not communicate to Koos"
help you to escape domination? F
[Jutta:]
"It wouldn't help me to ESCAPE domination!
"When I DON'T communicate to Koos,
I AM DOMINATED by L. Ron Hubbard into
not communicating to Koos. F
(see RI-965i 'Jutta and LRH: "Dominate and Be Dominated!" - VITAL DATA'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-965i.htm)
"That's the first thing that's going on. LFBD
"The second thing is:
If I do not communicate to Koos,
I am INVALIDATING Koos' intention to help anyone by
detecting Suppressive Persons and to help anyone
with not getting tricked by them, F
and
I am denying myself his helpful observation
of what might be wrong with my thoughts or my conclusions,
but
by communicating to Koos
I will find a SURVIVAL solution. LFBDBD LFBD
"In 1788,
I decided that I was 'fed up' with handling suppression.
(see RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' of 24 Oct 1997
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-941i.htm)
"That became then:
'Suppressive intentions can't be handled'.
"CAN'T be handled?
I didn't WANT TO.
[And that was after her decision of
'I don't help anyone'
which then had to be explained by her to herself with:
'It is actually my own INTENTION to refuse to help anyone
- that explains to myself why I did not help anyone'.
And that, of course,
resulted in her hating everyone.
And that is Jutta's present condition,
cleverly hidden this lifetime,
but it is her present (17 Nov 1997)
- now not hidden - condition:
'I hate everyone'.
This was also the hidden condition
of Vincent van Gogh -
which he managed to suppress when he was painting.
She would make a good Hubbard Scientology OSA-agent
with that condition,
where 'hating everyone' is called
"smashing the opponents of L. Ron Hubbard
and 'Clearing' (dominating) the Planet"
and in this way it is labeled
by themselves, and by Scientologists,
'a good and survival intention',
and not what it actually IS:
"Hating everyone." (Note by Koos)]
[Jutta:]
"So, that - realizing that I DID NOT WANT TO -
opens the door to communicating with people
who at some time or other
didn't want to spend money for a painting and
refused to consider it, and
who made some suppressive remark in order to get rid of me:
I am thinking of (buyer of my paintings).
"Well, THEN I didn't handle his suppressive remark of
'having bought once from us, that's enough!'
[Note by Koos:
It wasn't that he did not want another painting.
ACTUALLY, he did not like to be hated by Jutta
as soon as the sale was closed.]
[Jutta:]
"But he was upset about quite SOMETHING ELSE! LFBDBD
"And I refused to tell Koos about it. LF
And I refused to look at [examine] (this buyer). F
"I WANTED to be upset about him! F
"Now I have [some slight] understanding for (this buyer) again."
LFBD-F/Nind
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
[Note by Koos:
But she does NOT want to find out
what he REALLY was and is upset about:
About Jutta's hidden hate for everyone.
Just like L. Ron Hubbard
who is in the same condition towards people,
which he managed to hide and suppress
until 1965 for most of the time.]
Total session time: 1 hr 37 min
Motto of the 'Resolving Domination Series' (RDS):
"Koos is giving much more life than all other beings I know.
I want to be in communication with Koos."
(Jutta's own viewpoint in 1977 for joining Koos)
Footnote:
See the 'Understanding Suppression Series', at
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
* (see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm
and following parts II, III, IV)
** [Definition of 'Solo-Auditor':
Someone who writes down his own confession
in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
*** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Editors: Freya Nolst Trenite and Blair Wiley
Final Editor: Koos Nolst Trenite
Supervision and publication requested by Jutta Nolst Trenite
Actions and Publication ordered by Ambassador for Mankind
Personal Web-page:
http://ArtOrg.com
Personal Web-Library:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
Library Search Engine:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/search.html
References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About understanding and caring for people
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' of 22 Dec 1996
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-592i 'How To Look At People' of 5 June 1996
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 July 97
RI-646i 'FACING those who are mean or dishonest' of 31 July 1996
RI-262i 'Creating despite Suppressive Persons' of 20 Aug 1995
- About Jutta
RI-965i 'Jutta and Ron Hubbard: "Dominate and Be Dominated!" - VITAL DATA'
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
RI-958i 'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely' of 23 Aug 97
RI-956i 'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it' of 25 Aug 97
RI-955i 'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'
RI-954i 'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
RI-947i 'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97
RI-943i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
RI-944i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' of 17 Aug 97
RI-945i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' of 18 Aug 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-521i 'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
RI-789i 'PROPAGANDA of L. Ron Hubbard almost exposed July 1994' 6 Feb 97
RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' of 24 Oct 1997
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
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