3 September 1997
issued and edited 19 Nov 1997
RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-969i for Internet
(Also appearing in the RDS-series,
the "Resolving Domination Series".)
"I would insist
that
I HAVE contributed in the [distant] past,
I HAVE done good things in the [distant] past,
I HAVE shown [in the distant past] to be caring, decent, honest,
and
THAT's me,
and
therefore I am [NOW ALSO being] Great."
'Jutta'
Solo-Confessional(*) of Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 3 September 1997, 21:58 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
[Solo-Auditor(**):] How would you use
"I want to be a murderer now"
to make others wrong
for not considering you "Great"?
[Jutta:]
"[I would use it to make others wrong, with:]
"'If you don't consider me Great, LFBD(***)
I do not like to work for you.'
"'If you don't consider me Great,
I want to destroy you.' LF
"'I will not work for you,
unless you consider me
Great and
sane and
full of purpose as an artist!'
"'I will only work for you
when you consider me valuable.'
"'As long as you
consider that I am psychotic and insane, and
tell it to me,
I WILL be psychotic and insane!'
"That's of course all a big lie -
it is the 'other way round':
First
I want to [not be Great anymore, but] be evil,
and then
I want to hide
[that I don't want to be Great at all, now and
since a very long time already don't want to be Great at all
but want to - since very long now -
be a coward and refuse to help others
even though I could very well and
even though I am very capable of understanding people's problems
and Koos also knows that I could very well],
and
Koos shouldn't find that out,
and
Koos shouldn't mention anything about that,
and
I want that Koos
overlooks my intention
to destroy and to murder,
and
I want to enforce that
'WHEN Koos does overlook my intention to destroy and to murder,
THEN I will NOT murder him,
THEN I will have also
"'trust in myself' that I 'can be' sane and not evil".'
[It is just her decision, you see.
She can reverse it any moment (as she has shown occasionally),
and be a decent, sane person,
but
she DOES NOT WANT TO.
She has chosen to be evil,
and that decision was "right",
and now she can't go and admit
that it was wrong, oh no!
But she occasionally and 'by accident'
FORGETS her decision "how she has every right now to be evil",
and is then sane and decent for a while.
And then she has some achievements
and then
she reminds herself, after a successful sale for instance,
- or is reminded forcefully by L. Ron Hubbard -
that she is "Great",
and in that very instant
she turns from decent to a secret murderer -
like the very Jekyll and Hyde we know from literature.
(Note by Koos)]
[Jutta:]
"'When Koos overlooks my intention to murder,
then I will be sane and not evil.'
"I make Koos wrong
for looking at my evil intentions to destroy life, and
for calling them what they are.
"I try to enforce
the blatant falsity on him
that
'When Koos doesn't look at my evil intentions,
I will not have evil intentions', and
the blatant falsity
that
'I will only have evil intentions and execute them,
when Koos mentions something about it and
when Koos lets me know that he sees my evil intentions'." LFBDBD
[Note by Koos:
This is as logical as
"I won't murder you if you don't see
that I AM murdering you".
The compulsion to murder is there, AND is executed,
but the murderer does NOT want to have it
seen by the victim or by others - and NOT EVEN BY HIMSELF -
that he does.
So strong and so out of control is his compulsion to murder:
While he does it,
he wants to enforce the PRETENSE that he
is not doing it, that he
does not even have the intention.
After all, he is "Great", isn't he?
"He would never murder anyone", because he is "Great".
I hope you get the very, very strange "logic" of severe criminals.
We have no other choice however than
to get to know these things and
to face them,
if we want to establish or maintain decency.
(see also the Understanding Suppression Series [USP-series]
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm)]
[Solo-Auditor:] How would you use
"I want to be a murderer now"
make you right
for considering yourself "Great"?
[Jutta:]
"I would insist
that
I HAVE contributed in the [distant] past,
I HAVE done good things in the [distant] past,
I HAVE shown [in the distant past] to be caring, decent, honest,
and
THAT's me,
and
therefore I am [NOW ALSO being] Great."
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
Total session time: 35 min
Jutta caught the above, very contagious, 'disease' in 1975
from L. Ron Hubbard,
who enforces this 'disease' on others
"to make them feel Great and admire L. Ron Hubbard
for making them feel Great
- by causing them to
NOT look at what they are ACTUALLY doing,
but by causing them "to just feel being Great".
Jutta was of course predisposed - already inclined -
to getting infected. She "LOVED" to get infected.
With this, he has Jutta driven screamingly insane,
and actually - according to her own written statements -
made her into a murderer of her one week old daughter
in 1983. This is not 'being Great'.
(see also RI-472i 'How LRH defended his reputation in 1983' 3 Feb 96
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-472i.htm)
So, do not underestimate this 'disease',
and don't become infected by L. Ron Hubbard,
if you aren't already.
The emotional charge locked up in this mental disease
is tremendous, tremendous.
But there is no other way to handle it
than to face its existence.
Don't let yourself be murdered in the process
- face it from a safe distance, or
for instance by telepathy (see Footnote).
There is a TREMENDOUS - but hidden - ARROGANCE in
people who are caught in this disease:
THEY are "Great",
all others are "worms to be dominated or smashed", and "are evil"
unless these others
fully accept the arrogance and
admire the person unreservedly for 'being so Great',
no matter how many "opponents" they murdered or smashed.
It is THE disease of L. Ron Hubbard's
Organization and followers.
It is THE disease by which L. Ron Hubbard
MOTIVATES others
to kill and destroy decent beings that
do not admire arrogance or murder.
(see also the RI-Bulletins on L. Ron Hubbard's
'"Serenity"-by-admiration' doctrine,
in which this lethal disease - of blind and murderous arrogance -
is described by various persons)
Motto of the 'Resolving Domination Series' (RDS):
"Koos is giving much more life than all other beings I know.
I want to be in communication with Koos."
(Jutta's own viewpoint in 1977 for joining Koos)
Footnote:
See the 'Telepathy Page', at
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
* (see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm
and following parts II, III, IV)
** [Definition of 'Solo-Auditor':
Someone who writes down his own confession
in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
*** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Editors: Freya Nolst Trenite and Blair Wiley
Final Editor: Koos Nolst Trenite
Supervision and publication requested by Jutta Nolst Trenite
Actions and Publication ordered by Ambassador for Mankind
Personal Web-page:
http://ArtOrg.com
Personal Web-Library:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
Library Search Engine:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/search.html
References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About enforcing "Greatness"
RI-288i 'The Main Evil Purpose' of 15 Oct 1995
RI-134i 'The Suppressive Person who "is now Good"' 21 Aug 1994
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
USP-050 '"That you see through my facade, proves your insanity"' 28 Mar 94
USP-048 'Admiration for Suppressive Acts' of 21 Mar 1994
USP-034 'Others must admire his "goodness"' of 6 Feb 1994
- About "Serenity" see for instance, amongst many other Bulletins
RI-772i 'Serenity Devils of L. Ron Hubbard understood better' of 5 Jan 1997
RI-766i 'The Hidden Serenity Doctrine - VERY IMPORTANT' of 27 Dec 1996
RI-406i 'Serenity aids your survival - Part II. IMPORTANT' 10 Dec 1995
RI-402i 'Serenity makes you Right' of 10 Dec 1995
RI-670i 'The Vicious Arrogance of "Serenity" and L. Ron Hubbard' 18 Aug 96
RI-508i 'L. Ron Hubbard's Lethal Admiration and Serenity' 12 Mar 1996
- About Jutta
RI-967i 'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"' of 26 Aug 97
RI-966i 'Jutta: "Being Unaware is NOT 'Keeping my Viewpoint Clean'"'
RI-965i 'Jutta and Ron Hubbard: "Dominate and Be Dominated!" - VITAL DATA'
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
RI-958i 'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely' of 23 Aug 97
RI-956i 'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it' of 25 Aug 97
RI-955i 'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
RI-954i 'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
RI-947i 'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97
RI-943i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
RI-944i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' of 17 Aug 97
RI-945i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' of 18 Aug 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-521i 'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
RI-789i 'PROPAGANDA of L. Ron Hubbard almost exposed July 1994' 6 Feb 97
RI-941i 'Benjamin Franklin's fatal decision of 1788' of 24 Oct 1997
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
at the Library of Koos' writings on
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
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