8 December 1997


RI-978i  'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, Socrates, Black Magic'


from Ambassador for Mankind


Message # RI-978i for Internet

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'They would experience the shame of their indecency
  with such vehemence
    that they would consider
     it would kill themselves.'

                   'Ambassador for Mankind'



Subject Headers:

    Introduction

    Shame as an aberrating factor
    Preventing shame from appearing

    Tremendous spiritual force to eradicate shameful 'evidence'
    Destroying friendships

    Underlying factors of evil
       Factor - "To be right"
       Factor - "Insane pleasure in destroying life"
       All evil is done by cowards - to avoid something
       Destroying Mankind to avoid facing own shame
       The "wisest" and "greatest" are "indispensable"
       Underlying decency to generate shame

    How to address the wall of shame
    Our duty to get them out of Hell?




INTRODUCTION

Dear (...),

"Thank you"
  for validating Jutta's intention
   to destroy
    us, me, Freya, you, Noel, my work,
    her own work, her own goals in life, and
"thank you"
  for your validating her intention
   to continue to destroy
    her own basic good intentions for Mankind.

Jutta hates you
  for validating her evil intentions,
  for your giving in to her psychoterror and black magic on you
   to make you misrepresent, and represent in the opposite,
    her actual intentions,
 but
  she will not hinder you in your false actions,
   because it proves to Jutta that you are inferior to her:

    'Jutta can see your evil intentions
      but you cannot see hers,
       and therefore
        Jutta can consider herself "greater than you"
         and Jutta wants to keep it that way.'


Jutta leaves and left and has deserted Mankind
  in order to destroy her awareness of her good abilities,
  in order to destroy her love for people,
  in order to destroy her care for people.

Calling this
  "Jutta expanding her personality
    and recovering her greatness",
 is a viewpoint to further completely destroy Jutta.

Please discontinue that.



I am one of the very, very, very few people on this planet
 who does NOT want to destroy criminals -
  destroy them
   by refusing to face and
   by refusing to stop
    their intentions
     to destroy themselves and others,
  by refusing to face and
  by refusing to stop
    their intention
     to destroy life and aliveness and
     to destroy and reverse (enforce a false) awareness.

As you know,
 I do NOT want to treat criminals and murderers (of which Jutta is one)
  in a way that
   VALIDATES their evil and that
   misrepresents what they are doing.

They are also people, you know!
 They HATE being criminal,
 they HATE destroying and murdering
  their own life and the lives of others!
    But they can't stop it by themselves.


And telling them that
 their smashing everybody around them, and
 their exerting psychoterror and black magic
  so that everybody around them sees
   how "great" and "admirable" they "actually" are
    (while in actual fact they are active murderers and thieves),
 telling them that their doing so, is them
    "stabilizing and increasing their personal power" and
    "finding back to themselves",
  that's of course only
    making them into bigger criminals,
     bigger thieves, bigger murderers,
  and is only
    supporting their black magic and their psychoterrorism and
    helping them to destroy themselves and others further.


Please discontinue that,
 because
  it is not my philosophy
   to MISREPRESENT what criminals, murderers and dictators are doing,
 and
  it is not my philosophy
   to make the evil more evil
     - never, under no circumstances,
        as I have explained most extensively in various RI-Bulletins.


Jutta, in the grip of the same evil mechanism
 as the deceased L. Ron Hubbard,
   uses any help and care given to her,
    in order to PRETEND (to the person who is caring and giving help)
     to "want to" become saner.

And PRETENSE is the only weapon they have
 in order to secretly NOT remedy their
   condition and to keep secretly to their
   decision to continue to destroy themselves and others forever.




SHAME AS AN ABERRATING FACTOR

They have an extremely strong feeling of shame you might say,
 which completely overshadows their original intention
  to care for people:

You see this at the end of the Steven Spielberg movie
 "Schindler's List".

Schindler breaks down into tears about himself,
 because he saved only a few hundred Jews from death,
  and
 probably because he realized that
  in the beginning he only wanted to exploit them
   when some other criminals wanted to kill these Jews anyway, and
  in the beginning he could not care less
   that a few million Jews were humiliated, robbed and then murdered.

If I remember correctly,
 Mr. Schindler recovered some love for his fellow men
  after he met the German Resistance man Admiral Canaris,
   and only so the true story of the movie was set in motion
     (came about in such a way
       that this history was interesting to make
        into a very successful and very excellent movie).




PREVENTING SHAME FROM APPEARING

Jutta and L. Ron Hubbard prefer to use
 psychoterror and black magic spells
  in order to make others believe
   how "great" they are,
  even though their current only goals in life
   are
    to keep their awareness and abilities destroyed and
    to try and destroy the awareness and abilities and activities
     of anybody who
      exposes their psychoterror and
     of anybody who
      points out the simple fact
       that they are doing nothing but
         betraying themselves and others, with great mental force, and
       that they do that
         in order to never have to face, and to forcefully push away,
           THE SHAME OF THEIR INDECENCY THEY WOULD
            EXPERIENCE WITH SUCH VEHEMENCE
             THAT THEY WOULD CONSIDER
              IT WOULD KILL THEMSELVES.

And they rather would
 kill their own body (as L. Ron Hubbard did in 1986) and
 remove themselves from the scene
  of the physical universe evidence of their shame
    (as Jutta did again and again, and has done now)
   when they don't manage to destroy and eradicate
    that physical universe evidence of their shame.




TREMENDOUS SPIRITUAL FORCE TO ERADICATE SHAMEFUL 'EVIDENCE'

Jutta tried to eradicate us for six months
 and didn't manage
 and then left the scene on 17 October 1997
 and then still for a whole month
  she tried to, by spiritual means of black magic and psychoterror,
    destroy us,
     us, the physical universe evidence of her shame,
  she tried to, with tremendous, tremendous destructive spiritual force
    make others
     unaware of the truth of
      decent and responsible people (of us) and
     unaware of the truth of
      evil and criminal and destructive people (of her and of them)
       and
    replace that truth with precisely the opposite "reality",
     by the use of enormous spiritual force of black magic of psychoterror.
      (see Footnote One)

Jutta describes to some extent
 how she exerts this spiritual force
   - to REVERSE reality of truth into opposite realities -
  in RI-972i 'Jutta: "How I want to destroy LIFE, since 1788"' of 4 Sept 97
      (http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-972i.htm)
   and she not only uses this force on herself, but also on others.


Neither Jutta nor L. Ron Hubbard
 will become sane
  by giving them therapy or
  by giving them support,
    because
     they have only used and will only continue
      to use that support and therapy given to them,
       in order to invest it into, and to step up, their psychoterror of
        reversing, on a spiritual level, the perception
         of the truth about themselves and about others:
             "They are 'great', others are 'evil'."


This is important to know, because
 it is the spiritual level on which most people
   base their actions,
    their likes and dislikes,
    their 'whom to support', 'whom to avoid':

    They see a robbery, and
    they try to figure out
     who is doing the robbery and
     who is trying to prevent the robbery.

    Jutta, or L. Ron Hubbard,
     by actual spiritual force of black magic or psychoterror,
      TRY TO REVERSE THE REALITY OF WHAT IS REALLY THERE,
       so people tend to
        let go of the robber and
        try to stop and attack the good guy
          who detected the robber and
          who stopped the robber from leaving with the money.

(Recently, a guy called Manel Rodriguez
   - who was just waiting to be driven insane by anyone -
  was driven into a psychotic break with that,
   which you have seen happening on the Internet Newsgroups.)




DESTROYING FRIENDSHIPS

And they did this earlier with various other people:
  By spiritual force
   reversing their perception of true reality about others.

With this mechanism
 Jutta drove various people in the Scientology Munich Organization
  more insane.
 She drove people in Saint Hill UK more insane with this.
 She drove people in Saint Hill Copenhagen more insane with this.
 She several times drove my daughter Freya insane with this,
  according to extensive evidence from Freya herself.

And Jutta tried it
 on almost all friends and supporters I had or have.


Such is her enormous, enormous force of compulsion
 not to face her own shame
 and even not to face the shame of other people,
   like the shame of L. Ron Hubbard,
    of Richard Reiss and of anybody else who has turned evil.

Jutta does not want to face anybody
 being ashamed of his own shameful action,
  in order to not be reminded of her own shame,
 and so
  she refuses to look at, see, talk about, or stop, or bring relief
   to the shameful acts of anybody else.




UNDERLYING FACTORS OF EVIL

So, maybe the underlying factor of evil is SHAME,
 as I already pointed towards in
    RI-288i 'The Main Evil Purpose' of 15 Oct 1995
    (http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-288i.htm),
   which describes the shameful acts of L. Ron Hubbard.



   FACTOR - "TO BE RIGHT"

L. Ron Hubbard doesn't come much further than
 describing the basic underlying factor of evil as
   a compulsion "to be right", "to make something appear right",
   or as a "basic confusion".

That's interesting,
 and that solves some non-survival intentions
  in people who are generally decent.

The concept has been extremely helpful to me,
 but it does not at all in any way
  resolve the evil of
   criminals, murderers, black magicians or psychoterrorists,
     such as Jutta, L. Ron Hubbard, Richard Reiss,
      Ray Mithoff, Marc Yaeger, Caspar de Rijk, Babsi Ecin (Weber), etc. etc.



   FACTOR - "INSANE PLEASURE IN DESTROYING LIFE"

I got further with finding underlying causes
 that would help in remedying
    their unremediable compulsion
     to destroy the aliveness and awareness
      of themselves and of others, and
    their compulsion
     to enforce
      a reversal,
      a false and opposite reality, and
    their compulsion
     to try to bring about
      a false, pretended aliveness,
 when I discovered
  that they experienced an insane joy and pleasure
   in being that destructive to themselves AND to others.

Talking with these criminals,
 murderers and black magicians or psychoterrorists
  about their pleasure and joy
    which they actually make themselves experience
     regarding
       "how clever and how undetected and how successful"
         they were
          in bringing about destruction and false awareness in others and
          in causing others to break up their friendships and
          in causing others to fail in their planned survival activities,
 brought
  quite some relief for them,
   but hardly changed their compulsion,
 except
  that I now understood yet another contributing force
   for their wanting to be evil,
     and that is
      that AFTER the fact of committing their evil,
       they reward themselves with experiencing joy and pleasure
        of successfully having destroyed and reversed
         the desire of others
          to live and
          to be aware of the truth and
          to have friendship and
          to have enjoyable activities and enjoyable possessions.

But that's not the purpose with which they are being evil,
 they don't do it in order to
  afterwards experience that insane joy and pleasure.




   ALL EVIL IS DONE BY COWARDS - TO AVOID SOMETHING

All evil is done
 in order to avoid something,
  not in order to gain something,
   but in order to avoid something.

     (Definition of 'Evil':
        In case you forgot,
         evil is defined as
          destroying the continuation of aliveness and
          destroying the continuation of awareness.)


ALL EVIL PEOPLE ARE COWARDS,
 no matter how forceful they are in their evil,
  they are using their force and intelligence for evil
   BECAUSE
    they are too cowardly
     to use their force towards survival
      even though they would basically and very much want to do so.


This is not a theoretical statement of mine,
 but it is what these criminals themselves have told me
  when I interviewed them:



They hate being evil to people and to themselves,
 but they are
  too cowardly to use their force and ability
    to FACE AND OPPOSE EVIL, and
  too cowardly
    to protect decent people from being attacked, and
  too cowardly
    to secure and support continued survival.



They themselves indeed say and admit
 that they are too cowardly to do that,
  even though they would like to and
  even though they are
   very sporadically (and when strongly supported by others (by me))
    capable of some minor courageous act
     of protecting decency and
     of, for a short while, securing the survival of an activity.




   DESTROYING MANKIND TO AVOID FACING OWN SHAME

What they are actually trying to avoid, it appears now,
 is:  Their own shame about themselves.


And
 this shame
   is so enormously overwhelming to them,
 the shame they (themselves!) generated about themselves,
   is so terrifically strong
    that they rather destroy themselves AND Mankind completely
     - rather than facing their shame about themselves.

And each time they do something good
  - they save the lives of a few hundred people,
    or they invent a successful therapy,
    or they help founding the free country of America -
 each time after they have done something good,
  they swoop down onto themselves with
   this enormous, enormous shame about themselves,
    concerning times when they had been
      evil and destructive and indecent.


Christianity solved this shame to some extent,
  (see RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' of 22 Dec 1996
        http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-738si.htm
       RI-962i 'The Master Path to Life - Platonism understood' of 1 Nov 1997
        http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-962i.htm)
 but neither Jutta nor L. Ron Hubbard to my knowledge
  have ever been Christians,
   neither in their present, nor in their previous lifetimes.




   THE "WISEST" AND "GREATEST" ARE "INDISPENSABLE"

They wanted to be the "wisest of all" and
 they wanted to be "the greatest being on Earth, or in the universe" and
 they wanted that others, even with the force of drugs and hypnosis,
  supply them with the false idea about themselves
   that they would BE
     "the wisest" or "the greatest", in the group or amongst Mankind,
  because
   that would give them the "solution" and the "certainty" that
    they would not HAVE to be ashamed of themselves:

      "They are better than anybody else."
        Even though they have
         betrayed their own decency, and have
         done a lot of evil and they know about that,
          they have now the false certainty
           that "they are better and wiser THAN anybody else"
        and so they wouldn't HAVE to feel ashamed,
         at least not towards others,
          as long as they keep up this false certainty
           that "they are the wisest and the greatest".

And they keep up that certainty
 with psychoterrorism, even with murder or theft,
  in order to make it seem
    that others are less wise, less great
    and are stupid and are unsuccessful.
  (see also RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil'
             http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-969i.htm)


You see this compulsion
 in Socrates, in Jutta,
 in L. Ron Hubbard, in Napoleon Bonaparte,
 in Adolf Hitler, in Josef Stalin,
 in Mao Tse Tung, and so on.

They are, or have been,
   with psychoterrorism, with lies and with propaganda,
 enforcing on me, on you and on others,
  that "they are greater than you and me and others",
  that "they are wiser than me, than you, than others",
  that "they are spiritually stronger than me, than you, than others",
    and
  that
   therefore
     "I AND YOU AND OTHERS WOULD NEED THEM -
       THEY WOULD BE INDISPENSABLE FOR US -
         FOR OUR SURVIVAL, OR
         FOR THE SURVIVAL OF OUR GROUP, OR
         FOR THE SURVIVAL OF OUR NATION, OR
         FOR THE SURVIVAL OF MANKIND, OR
         FOR OUR ETERNAL SURVIVAL."



So I leave you pondering this a little bit,
 because I see
  that you are to some extent in the grip of
   their psychoterrorism, their propaganda,
   their forceful reversal
     of truth about you, about me, about themselves and about others,
 and I see
  that you are to some extent in the grip of
   their spiritual force of making you unaware
     of their actual, extremely destructive intentions.




   UNDERLYING DECENCY TO GENERATE SHAME

And all this they do to others, and to themselves,
 in order that they do not have to experience
  the enormous, enormous, violent shame
   that they have about themselves,
 a shame that they after all
  only generate themselves
   out of a basic decency,
   out of their own basic decency,
    otherwise they wouldn't have created
     this fantastic, fantastic shame about themselves
      - if they would NOT know how it is to be decent.



So here we apparently have the key
 to at least the type of extremely destructive insanity
  that Jutta and L. Ron Hubbard are uncontrollably in the grip of,
   and
 that key is
   SHAME OF THEMSELVES.




HOW TO ADDRESS THE WALL OF SHAME

If you would address their underlying decency,
 their shame will come up, hit them, and block off their decency
  within a second or within an hour or with in a day at most.

I can say that from experience, from my experience
 of somewhat successfully addressing their basic decency.

It lasted one second or a minute or an hour
 or, very, very sporadically, a day,
  and then
   the compulsion, the extreme, murderous, violent compulsion
    to not feel any shame about herself or himself,
     sets in
      with violently destructive force and
      with more or less successful attempts
       to drive everybody around her or him,
          (by the use of psychoterror and black magic)
        insane, incapacitated,
        unaware, and with broken down activities.



So we will have to find a way
 to address this enormous, enormous wall of shame,
  for which Jutta
   murders and destroys
    in order to keep that wall intact and standing up,
  and because of which Jutta
   is very determined to not look at her own basic decency
    which lies directly behind that wall of shame.

Maybe they have to become Christians
 in order to resolve that wall.

Maybe it has to be stated like a problem of theirs:
   "I want to be decent - I want to SEE myself as decent"
 where 'being decent' and 'being seen as decent'
  are the opposite and opposing intentions
   in one and the same person.


At the moment I see no other easily workable way
 to relieve their shame somewhat,
  other than us
    understanding FOR THEM
     the force and consequences of the
      enormous, vicious wall of shame,
         which is of course also present in other
          criminals, murderers, thieves, psychoterrorists, etc.


You might also call this wall of shame "Hell".
 These people, Jutta, and L. Ron Hubbard and others, are in Hell.




OUR DUTY TO GET THEM OUT OF HELL?

Is it our duty to get these people out of Hell?

I certainly would like to see these people out of Hell,
 and I have gotten Jutta a few times out of Hell
  and she was a rather pleasant character then,
    the same sporadically happened with L. Ron Hubbard.


But when these people are IN Hell,
 they are Devils,
  doing nothing else but forcefully, cleverly and secretly
   destroying our aliveness,
    our desire to live,
    our friendships,
    our joy of experiencing life with others,
    our joy of creating a future for ourselves and for others.


So, is it our duty to get these people out of Hell?

I would say, "Yes!"


But it is better done, I would now say,
 while being married to an Angel,
  than being married to a Devil.


So, Angels step forward!





Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind

Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite



Footnote One:

        Wolf Messing is a famous example of a person
         who, by spiritual force entirely,
          could completely change people's perception of reality.




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References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):

- About sanity and helping people

  RI-449i  'A Rule For Freedom' of 14 Jan 1996
  RI-714i  'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
  RI-537i  'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996

  RI-929i  'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
  RI-962i  'The Master Path to Life - Platonism understood' of 1 Nov 97

  RI-781BPI 'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 16 Jan 1997
  RI-631i  'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996

  RI-629i  'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
  RI-602i  'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996


- About facing evil

  RI-974i  'Truth about "Not putting attention on evil of others"' 27 Nov 97
  RI-908i  'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 Jul 97

  RI-750i  'Crimes are not motivated by money' of 1 Dec 1996
  RI-646i  'FACING those who are mean or dishonest' of 31 July 1996
  RI-262i  'Creating despite Suppressive Persons' of 20 Aug 1995

  RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 95
  RI-487i  'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
  RI-535i  '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' 10 Apr 96

  The 'Understanding Suppression Series'
   at http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm

  RI-024i  'Definition of "Potential Trouble Source" - IMPORTANT' 19 Nov 94
  RI-010i  'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
  RI-444i  'The Practice of "SP-declares"' of 5 Jan 1996


- About Jutta

  RI-972i  'Jutta: "How I want to destroy LIFE, since 1788"' of 4 Sept 1997
  RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta' 23 Nov 97
  RI-976Di 'Psychose - am Beispiel der Malerin Jutta - ins Auge gefasst'

  RI-969i  'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil' 3 Sept 97
  RI-967i  'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"' of 26 Aug 97
  RI-966i  'Jutta: "Being Unaware is NOT 'Keeping my Viewpoint Clean'"'
  RI-964i  'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'

  RI-961i  'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
  RI-960i  'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
  RI-959i  'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'

  RI-958i  'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely' of 23 Aug 97
  RI-956i  'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it' 25 Aug 97
  RI-955i  'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'

  RI-968i  '"Ron Hubbard is 'just an idiot'," does not handle him' 31 Aug 97
  RI-940i  '"Hubbard is an idiot" as Jutta's "Solution" to life' 30 Aug 97
  RI-965i  'Jutta and Ron Hubbard: "Dominate and Be Dominated!" - VITAL DATA'

  RI-954i  'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
  RI-953i  'Black Magic by L. Ron Hubbard - Spiritual Force' of 23 Aug 1997
  RI-947i  'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97

  RI-943i  'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
  RI-944i  'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' 17 Aug 97
  RI-945i  'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
  RI-946i  'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' 18 Aug 97

  RI-818i  'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
  RI-521i  'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
  RI-789i  'PROPAGANDA of L. Ron Hubbard almost exposed July 1994' 6 Feb 97


- About RI-Bulletins

  RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
  RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
               Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996


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