12 December 1997
RI-979i 'Deserting Their Own Hero - Why (Jutta, Michael Jackson, etc.) Do'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-979i for Internet
"When I run away,
I am rid of the attacker who attacks Koos!
He would continue to attack Koos,
but I myself wouldn't have to face it, face to face!"
'Jutta'
On the subject of that very irrational computation of people,
like of Jutta, but also of Michael Jackson, of Diana Ross, etc.,
(who do the same or similar things to me and to you):
The real intention is "Don't help",
it is a REFUSAL TO REALLY HELP OTHERS,
no matter how big the pretense is to do the opposite.
The "Don't help" then has to further result in
the intention "Don't look",
because then they can (and do) say
"I did not see it", "I cannot see it",
"I do not know that he needs support."
And you put a stack of reports on their desk,
about the situation and
about who are the villains and
about what destruction these create,
but they maintain
"I do not know that Koos needs support."
People say that
in order to cover up the truth, the actuality,
which is:
THEY REFUSE TO GIVE THE SUPPORT
THAT THEY WOULD FEEL OBLIGED AND GLAD TO GIVE,
ETHICALLY, OUT OF THEIR OWN DECENCY.
A common confusion of people
about me, about freedom fighters similar to me, and
about other brave, decent and courageous people,
occurs as follows:
I have (or another brave, decent and courageous person has)
some big fight to protect you and others
from certain treacherous, intelligent, forceful,
monstrous, evil-minded, suppressive persons.
Most others do not LIKE to take a stand and help
- they rather prefer being dominated and lied to,
they rather hide and deny their own viewpoint,
rather than
being free and
standing up
for what they see and
for what they would like to do in life and
for what freedom and well-being
they WOULD like to wish upon others
"if they had the power to help others."
(They call it "not having the power to help others",
but the truth is, very simply,
that they refuse to help others.
- Sometimes they pretend to help
for the purpose of making themselves feel good,
that is,
they don't want to look at
what help or support is NEEDED, and
they don't want to care to get
support delivered successfully
to the person who deserves support and help.)
They don't like to take a stand
- with the inevitable consequence
of in some way having to support one side -
and so
they DECIDE that "they didn't really look at it",
they decide that "they did not really look at who did what",
they decide that "they don't know anymore
what the intentions of the hero are", and
they DECIDE that they rather want to
be confused - confused by the villain -
about the very-well known intentions of the hero,
they decide that it is all
"too confusing to find out who does what", and
"too confusing to find out with what intentions
things are done",
and so on.
They even demand NOT to be informed!
Really!
But they do KNOW
that Koos is a good guy with overall good intentions.
And so they do KNOW
that when Koos is attacked,
the attacker must obviously be a very evil-minded person.
And there is not much more they have to know about it
in order to take a stand and to help and to then find out more.
And they do KNOW that it is very, very simple.
But in order to cover up
that THEY don't want to face and stand up to an attack,
they decide
"It is confusing, I don't know about Koos."
Such people tell you:
"I don't know - I don't know about Koos."
They say that so
that, any time it is opportune (when the coast is clear),
they can, whenever they please,
again 'know Koos',
again know that Koos has overall good intentions.
But when there IS a fight going on,
and when they meet me in circumstances and times
where NOT everybody applauds and admires
and wants to be supported by Koos,
they reactively think and conclude
"'Koos'
equals
'big fights I don't like',
equals
'my unwillingness to help
good people fight evil, treacherous monsters',
equals
'Koos equals destructive fights',
equals
'better stay away from it',
yeah,
'Koos is no good'."
They know perfectly well about Koos' overall good intentions,
and suddenly they "don't know about Koos", anymore.
I am writing this because
people also did, and also will do, such things to you.
And I am writing this
so that you can understand others doing this to me,
and maybe you did it to me and to others.
Here now follows Jutta's Session of 3 September 1997,
in which she describes why
she runs away from Her Own Hero.
Solo-Confessional(*) of Jutta Nolst Trenite,
on 3 September 1997, 13:22 GMT,
ordered by Ambassador for Mankind.
[Solo-Auditor(**):] How would "to run away"
help you to escape domination?
[Jutta:]
"I would TRICK MYSELF
into believing
that I am NOT dominated ANYMORE, LFBD(***)
or
that 'it never had been MY responsibility
(to stay and handle the situation)'.
"But [the truth of my being away from Koos is that]
somebody HAD dominated me
into separating from Koos,
into me deciding:
'That's Koos' responsibility - to face life,
"because Koos has initiated it"
[started to take responsibility, for instance for artists]"
and [it was] not me [who started to take responsibility]!' LFBD
[Note by Koos:
Jutta SAYS all the time
how responsible she wants to be,
that she wants to take responsibility
for living, for art, for artists,
for suppression, for people, for Mankind.
Sure she would LIKE to,
but Koos has to actually DO it.
Not only that,
Koos must DO it all FOR HER,
without that she is in any way
bothered by the problems or responsibilities of it
- but so that she can and does tell people
"How much she supports Koos and
how much she helps him in his goals for Mankind."
Sure she would LIKE to support Koos and his goals,
and she sporadically does, with great enthusiasm and certainty,
but she does almost never like to face any opposition,
she even prefers not to experience
that Koos experiences being opposed.
Her "solutions" for handling opposition, or even just life,
are too fixed,
too automatically evil,
too much oriented towards smashing and dominating people,
exactly as are the fixed, very fixed "solutions"
of Jutta's ex-idol, L. Ron Hubbard.
Their native, strong decency towards people is
buried, deeply buried,
under many shameful acts and shameful decisions.
And often, their shame about themselves is so strong
that they INTENTIONALLY destroy their own decency completely,
so as to not feel the shame.]
[Jutta:]
"This somebody, who made me decide like that
[to separate from Koos, time and again],
is
L. Ron Hubbard. LFBDBD
[In particular with
(viciously and arrogantly "being above" all aliveness
and "being above" all desires to defend life and decency
and "being above" and "greater than" all people
who DO defend aliveness and decency,
AND accusing and blaming and lying about people
who DO try to be decent and alive and caring for others)
his "Serenity"-doctrine
of
"You are and feel 'Invulnerable' and 'Great' and 'All is fine',
when you DON'T create aliveness and
when you DON'T protect your own life nor the life of others
AND when you demand to be admired by others
for your state of 'Being Senior to Life'."
Jutta is suffering very heavily and frequently
from attacks of this particular mental disease
in which one
does not "need to face life nor opposition to life",
but where one is - in one's own imagination, that is -
"invulnerable", and in fact destroys all life.
This "Serenity"-doctrine is described in
RI-847i 'Diana Ross: The Poison of Admiration' of 30 Apr 1997
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-847i.htm)
and in many other RI-Bulletins
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/search.html).]
[Jutta:]
"But it doesn't help me
to ESCAPE [that and other] domination by L. Ron Hubbard, LFBDBD
if I am running away from confronting [facing]
what IS there
that hinders
the well-being of our family
and the well-being of our friends and our group
and the well-being of Mankind."
LFBDBD-F/Nind(***) [= a truth established]
(session continued in the RDS-series [Resolving Domination Series])
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
* (see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm
and following parts II, III, IV)
** [Definition of 'Solo-Auditor':
Someone who writes down his own confession
in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
*** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-610i 'Understanding the E-meter, correctly' of 26 June 1996
RI-648i 'Simplicity of E-meter use, by UNDERSTANDING it' 1 Aug 96
RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
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References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com"):
- About Diana Ross and Michael Jackson
RI-847i 'Diana Ross: The Poison of Admiration' of 30 Apr 1997
RI-825i 'Diana Ross, Michael Jackson, Koos and care' of 15 Apr 1997
RI-824i 'Diana Ross: Current exchange with Koos' of 14 Apr 1997
RI-822i 'Diana Ross: Aligned with Koos again' of 5 Apr 1997
RI-822i-A 'Responsibility for Diana Ross by Koos Nolst Trenite' 11 Apr 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-665i 'Diana Ross avoided L. Ron Hubbard' of 14 Aug 1996
RI-576i 'The great Diana Ross is on our side (of course)' 23 May 1996
RI-933i 'M. Jackson Interview - The Consequences for Mankind' 24 Sept 97
RI-928i 'M. Jackson queried on "Lady Di" and actual friends' 5 Sept 97
RI-574Ri 'M. Jackson keeps Hubbard (Scientology fascism) away' 23 May 96
RI-413RBi 'Michael Jackson broke with L. Ron Hubbard Scientology' 18 Dec 95
RI-222Ri 'Michael Jackson, Help for him' of 1 July 1995
- About Jutta
RI-972i 'Jutta: "How I want to destroy LIFE, since 1788"' of 4 Sept 1997
RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta' 23 Nov 97
RI-976Di 'Psychose - am Beispiel der Malerin Jutta - ins Auge gefasst'
RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil' 3 Sept 97
RI-967i 'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"' of 26 Aug 97
RI-966i 'Jutta: "Being Unaware is NOT 'Keeping my Viewpoint Clean'"'
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
- About Koos
RI-126Ri 'Koos Nolst Trenite - identity' of 29 Mar 1995
RI-480i 'Koos Nolst Trenite - Life-story' of 14 Feb 1996
RI-828i 'Koos Nolst Trenite personally visited' of 19 Apr 1997
RI-827i 'Koos Nolst Trenite, Contributions to' of 18 Apr 1997
RI-871i 'Relaying Truth is your Duty' of 23 May 1997
- About facing evil
RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, Socrates, Black Magic'
RI-974i 'Truth about "Not putting attention on evil of others"' 27 Nov 97
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 July 97
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 95
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' 10 Apr 96
The 'Understanding Suppression Series'
at http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
RI-024i 'Definition of "Potential Trouble Source" - IMPORTANT' 19 Nov 94
RI-010i 'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
RI-444i 'The Practice of "SP-declares"' of 5 Jan 1996
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
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