13 December 1997
RI-980i 'Character of any heavy Suppressive Person - Jutta seen by Freya'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-980i for Internet
For your own sanity, and for the sanity of your children,
you better know about
what these characters do
to destroy decency, happiness and abilities:
From one second to the other,
this person made my daughter CHANGE
from being a bright, interested, outgoing,
very intelligent and able girl,
into being an ugly, stupid, not-knowing-anymore,
mean, destructive child
(who even started and continued to make her body look ugly).
Below is one of some actions done for Freya
to recover her from times
when Jutta forcefully
drove Freya, her own daughter, heavily insane.
Significant excerpt:
'For the purpose of "BEING 'BETTER' THAN OTHERS",
they have to MAKE it "attractive" for others
to be as evil as possible.
And they have to very cleverly PREVENT others
from showing and following their active or
remaining or dormant good intentions.
And the way they do it - unnoticed by you -
is described below.'
'Ambassador for Mankind'
Koos to Freya:
'Find another major time
that you found it all right
that Jutta was covering up her evil
by her pretending to herself and others
that she was fine.'
Freya, on 13 December 1996, 10:40 GMT:
I still wanted to write down exactly
the time in (1986)
where I saw Jutta coming out of Session [therapy] into the living room,
and I SAW her being evil [ugly, destructive, mean, lying],
WHILE she was pretending that she is "great."
[Note by Koos:
Freya observed, saw, perceived,
that Jutta was
pretending to be "great",
pretending to be in "excellent spiritual condition",
pretending to "be very much herself",
and Freya observed
that, while Jutta put out (radiated, showed) this pretense,
Jutta was ACTUALLY being
very mean, very ugly and
intending to destroy others,
having no care for others.]
I saw Jutta had an 'air', a pretense around her,
of
that she is "great", "above others", "above Koos",
that "Koos is nothing",
that "she is beautiful",
that "she is much better than others, than Koos",
that "she can see evil intentions much better than Koos" and
that she therefore is "great."
But she had, with it,
a total refusal to do anything about the evil she sees,
except to
destroy the person who has the evil intentions,
destroy also his good intentions,
and, with that, actually making him more evil.
Jutta had an output of
"why do anything about
(for example the [evil people in the Scientology] Guardian Office
[who, with L. Ron Hubbard, had destroyed
Koos since 1974 and Koos' Art activities since 1976])
why do anything about people who are being evil,
other than destroy them,
other than simply having nothing to do with them,
just let them destroy each other,
why try to help and change them, they are evil."
(See also my notes of 7 December 1997, at 16:30 to about 17:30 GMT,
which describe somewhat Jutta's so-called "greatness" because of
her being able to see some evil intentions in another
and DESTROYING THE PERSON FOR HAVING THEM. (see Footnote))
Jutta had an output of
"KOOS IS EVIL FOR WANTING TO
DO SOMETHING ELSE ABOUT EVIL PEOPLE
THAN TO DESTROY THEM."
There is also in it:
Jutta wanting
that Koos
ALSO does NOT do anything about
[does not hinder, prevent, try to bring under control]
the evil [mean, destructive, treacherous] intentions
which SHE HERSELF has
that Koos might observe in her.
Jutta wanting
that Koos just does
as if "her intentions to destroy life don't have to be looked at",
as if these "don't have to be handled",
as if these "CAN'T be handled",
and therefore
"you don't even have to TRY to do something about these"
[do something to keep intentions to destroy life under control,
for instance by
recognizing these intentions,
trying to prevent their execution,
getting out of the grip of their compulsion as soon as possible,
figuring out ways to safeguard oneself and others
against the execution of destructive intentions,
asking the help of others
to notify oneself and
to keep one from executing destructive intentions
when one's friends notice them,
etc. etc. (Note by Koos)],
because
"doing something about evil, destructive intentions
'will only make them worse',
'will only make the person
upset, crazy, Reactive [stimulus-response]',"
"it is much better NOT to do anything about,
NOT to say anything about evil intentions."
[Note by Koos:
The true and only reasons
for such an attitude are
'Cowardice' and
'Refusal to help people' and
'No love for people.']
I get, with it, Jutta putting out:
"If the [destructive, malicious] person
assists me,
admires me,
then it is much better
NOT to say anything to him about HIS evil intentions."
And
"if the person DOESN'T want to assist me
(does not support me
regardless of
whether he is refusing to assist me
in me doing something non-survival
[like my running away,
or my pretending to be "greater than others"]
or in me doing something survival),
if he DOESN'T like me,
if he DOESN'T admire me,
then 'the "evil" intentions of this person will destroy me',
so 'I have to handle his intentions
[of not liking me, of not admiring me]:
I have to destroy the person before he destroys me'."
[Note by Koos:
So that's why Jutta wants to destroy people -
especially wants to destroy decent people
who do not like or admire
her pretense, her lies, her destruction of life,
her destruction of people:
She wants to destroy people
"so that they don't 'destroy' her."
For some reason
she and others can't get the idea
that when you destroy, invalidate, suffocate
someone's good intentions with the bad ones,
you create people that want to destroy you even more.
Criminals don't get that simply logic.
They don't get it
because
they do NOT WANT TO CREATE LIFE,
and because actually - no matter what they say or think -
THEY DO WANT TO BE DESTROYED.
That "they don't want to be destroyed"
is a pretense. It is not true.
If they would NOT want to be destroyed,
they would support their true friends and
not run away from them,
not betray them, they would
not smash their true friends.
I hope you can see that.
THAT's why Jutta wanted to destroy us so vehemently:
Because we don't like and admire
her pretense and her lies and
her treachery and her destruction of life and
her continuous intention to destroy herself,
and
we ESPECIALLY do NOT like that,
while she forcefully keeps up
an image of
"how great she is", and
how much "greater than us" she is,
and that we should accept and like and admire
her false image of herself.
Exactly the same intentions, by the way,
are executed by L. Ron Hubbard:
to destroy decent and responsible people
who have the "evil" and "destructive" intention
not to admire and not to like his criminality,
to expose
his pretense of wanting to help people and Mankind
in the name of "Freedom",
but his actually and only wanting
to use his inventions and discoveries
in order to dominate Mankind,
"so that Mankind does not destroy his pretense!"]
There was, with it,
Jutta "making Koos small."
Jutta with great (= big) spiritual force
putting out, mainly to herself,
that
"Koos is
- small, evil,
- can't see things,
- treats people wrongly,
especially treats HER wrongly",
that
"he doesn't see how she really is",
that
Koos
SHOULD not see and
should not WANT to do anything
about her evil, life-destroying, intentions,
that
"he just should be glad
that she is with him, and 'supports' him,
where [Jutta
worked very hard and
made very sure
to destroy any friendships and any activity of Koos
so as to dominate Koos
into seeing only Jutta
as a 'remaining, loyal friend'
(even though she ran away, from herself,
for weeks or months and could not be found,
every year or so) and
to dominate Koos
into giving all his life-force,
all his attention and work, only to Jutta,
so that she can say
that she did it all alone without Koos' help and
that (Note by Koos)]
'everybody is leaving him and not supporting him',
and that SHE therefore "is great"'
and THEREFORE she shouldn't be looked at."
[Note by Koos:
I hope you still get
how this "proves" how "great" she is and
how this grants her the "right"
to remain as insane and destructive as she pleases,
because I don't quite get it anymore.]
That Koos should not look at her
because
"if you (= Koos) DO look at her evil intentions
she will BECOME evil at you
for seeing her evil intentions",
"if you do AS IF she is fine and good
[if you accept her pretense],
she will be fine towards you
and will not attack you",
because
"if you say AND THINK that she IS fine and good,
then that is 'you seeing and acting upon her native decency',
but
if you see and talk about her evil intentions,
then 'you are not really seeing her',
then 'you are destroying her native decency
by trying to handle her evil intentions,
by seeing and pointing out her evil intentions',"
because
"only when you
do as if she doesn't have evil intentions,
do as if she is fine,
only then
'can she keep her evil intentions under control',
but
if you talk about them,
THEN she 'cannot keep them under control'
and 'will try to destroy you'
and will try to justify her evil intentions"
because
"when you do talk about her evil intentions,
when you do all the above to her,
THEN YOU ARE BEING EVIL TO HER,
because by that you are FORCING her to be evil."
[Note by Koos:
This is the old story of the Medusa:
The Medusa is so ugly, so evil,
that she will turn you to stone
if you really look at her, if you are exposed to her look.
So they solved it
by holding a mirror in front of the Medusa.
And that is how we also will solve this situation.
But let's not advance too far beyond
what actually is happening:
A strong criminal personality, like Jutta,
and any other heavy Suppressive Person,
dominates you very intelligently and forcefully
into letting her be
as evil, as destructive, as mean, as vicious, as lying
AS SHE PLEASES.
She acts, with great force, according to the following ideas:
"If you stop me from being evil,
I will forcefully destroy you!"
"If you don't stop me from being evil,
I will destroy you and your life and activity and friends
- less loudly, and so that you
less easily notice it,
maybe even find it pleasant not to notice it,
but I will destroy you -
much more effectively and much faster!"]
Jutta was further putting out:
"Evil people who don't support you,
you should just
not have anything to do with them, and
you should just
destroy these people,
make them wrong,
NOT see their good intentions,
JUST DO AWAY WITH THEM."
And
"if you see evil intentions
in the people who DO support you,
you should NOT talk about these evil intentions,
because
then these people
will BECOME evil to you
and will not support you anymore."
[Note by Koos:
Precisely the opposite is true and
precisely the opposite DOES work -
IF you have the intention to care for people, that is,
(which Jutta does NOT have).
(see also the same attitude in Leopold Mozart, in
RI-855i 'Re my father - Part IX - Leopold Mozart's attitude'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-855i.htm)]
What I, Freya, was doing:
I was SEEING
Jutta's output of "rightness", of "greatness",
Jutta's 'no care' for people with it,
JUTTA's PRETENSE OF
that it is RIGHT what she is doing,
that she is BETTER than others,
that
her 'no care',
her 'destroying people whose evil intentions she observes',
her "feel great",
her pretense of being "great", and
her being in "Serenity"
is
"her being better than others":
"Better" than those
those WHO ARE BEING DECENT,
those who are getting upset about heavy evil intentions of people,
but who try to handle such people,
and
is Jutta's being "better" than
those WHO ARE CARING for people.
And me then [deciding to be insane myself and myself acting insanely,
by] DECIDING:
"I don't LIKE [to experience] the force of
Jutta's evil intentions of
her not caring for people,
her destroying people,
her making them small."
"I much rather LIKE [to have a 'great' mother,
than an evil, mean, destructive mother,
so I LIKE]
her pretending to be 'BETTER THAN OTHERS' and
her pretending to be 'GREAT'."
And me then [deciding to be insane myself and to myself acting insanely,
by] DOING AS IF I DIDN'T SEE
Jutta's 'no care'
and
DOING AS IF I DIDN'T SEE
the force of Jutta's evil
of her destroying
people whom she "doesn't like", and her destroying
people who have evil intentions that she sees, or her destroying
people who almost find out about Jutta's own evil intentions.
And then MY ACTUALLY BELIEVING HER PRETENSE
of "her being great and being better."
And then me ALSO
PUTTING OUT [radiating, amplifying, broadcasting] her pretense,
putting it out to Koos,
so that Koos would not make me look
at how Jutta actually is, would not make me look
at the evil intentions of Jutta
that Koos did see and was trying to handle
with Auditing [therapy].
And because of me now ALSO putting out [radiating]
her pretense of "being great",
I myself was then ALSO putting out,
I was taking over from Jutta,
a 'no care' for people,
I was ALSO taking over from Jutta
her 'looking down on Koos',
her 'attacking Koos for helping her',
her 'saying secretly that "Koos is evil and insane".'
I, myself, was starting ALSO to put this out,
I, myself, was starting ALSO to have no care for people.
Koos to Freya:
'What could you have done instead of
"finding it all right that Jutta is evil"?'
What I, Freya, could have done there,
if I would have been responsible and being myself:
I could have asked Jutta
what the result of the [therapy-]Session was.
I could have asked her
how Koos is doing.
And then I could have said to Koos
that Jutta is not talking with much care,
that it seems there is something mean in her way of talking,
and
I could have asked Koos what he thinks of that.
And maybe Koos could have told me
"that this was just one [therapy-]Session
and it does NOT mean that Jutta
doesn't have any evil intentions anymore."
And Koos would have asked Jutta
whether she is pretending that "she has no evil intentions"
and Koos would have seen her pretense
and he would have indicated that to her and to me, etc.
Freya Nolst Trenite
Published by Freya Nolst Trenite
on request of
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Footnote:
Notes of 7 December 1997:
Freya:
Jutta wanting to be considered "great"
for seeing some hidden, destructive intentions in a person
and
for wanting to destroy that person for having these.
And, to most people, that LOOKS
as if she is "making the person more decent".
That's why she is "great".
She DESTROYS the good intentions of
these people whose hidden evil intentions she observes
in order that others do NOT see that
Jutta herself ALSO has those hidden, destructive intentions,
that she sees in others.
Probably that's why she is so good in the first place at
seeing these intention in others:
BECAUSE she has them herself.
Koos (after Freya described it):
'When Jutta has gotten others to accept
that she is "great",
then she has "won" and has "secured her survival",
but she is still being extremely evil.'
Freya:
Jutta ALSO wants that those people
in whom she detects hidden evil intentions
do not see about her
that SHE has the SAME evil intentions as they have.
Jutta wants to be considered "better" than they are.
Jutta wants to pretend
- and her pretense accepted and confirmed -
that she is "better" than they are.
Koos:
Jutta has a very destructive game going,
with people who are similar in character:
L. Ron Hubbard and Richard Reiss
(and other criminally predisposed individuals
who belong to L. Ron Hubbard's very arrogant,
life-despising "Serenity"-group).
All three are convinced,
and try to force the other two to accept,
that each one is
"better than the other two",
"much better than the other two",
because they see through the
evil intentions and pretense and treachery
of the other two.
For that purpose of "BEING 'BETTER' THAN OTHERS",
they have to KEEP the others as evil as possible, you see!
And they have to PREVENT the others
from showing and following their
remaining or dormant good intentions, you see!
And they have to keep themselves
insane and criminal and 'wanting to destroy life'
IN ORDER TO KEEP UP WANTING TO DESTROY THE OTHERS.
All that - destroying their own life and the lives of others -
"to be better than others."
That's how these very heavy Suppressive Persons,
Jutta, Richard Reiss, L. Ron Hubbard,
KEEP EACH OTHER INSANE.
You see this also on the Internet newsgroups, and elsewhere,
about other heavy criminals:
They try to PREVENT each other
from recognizing and from stopping their
destructive intentions -
they KEEP each other insane
and intentionally confuse each other,
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO KEEP OTHERS INSANE AND CRIMINAL
- by not pointing evil out,
but representing destructive intentions
as "good" or "rightful",
by not stopping others -
SO THAT THEY CAN FEEL OR CLAIM
THAT THEY THEMSELVES
ARE "BETTER" THAN THE OTHER CRIMINALS,
"BETTER" EVEN THAN DECENT PEOPLE.
(End of notes of 7 December 1997)
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References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About Sanity and Care and Responsibility
RI-449i 'A Rule For Freedom' of 14 Jan 1996
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
RI-962i 'The Master Path to Life - Platonism understood' of 1 Nov 97
RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' of 22 Dec 1996
RI-781BPI 'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 16 Jan 1997
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
- About Jutta
RI-972i 'Jutta: "How I want to destroy LIFE, since 1788"' of 4 Sept 1997
RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta' 23 Nov 97
RI-976Di 'Psychose - am Beispiel der Malerin Jutta - ins Auge gefasst'
RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil' 3 Sept 97
RI-967i 'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"' of 26 Aug 97
RI-966i 'Jutta: "Being Unaware is NOT 'Keeping my Viewpoint Clean'"'
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
- About facing evil
RI-979i 'Deserting Their Own Hero - Why (Jutta, Michael Jackson, etc.) Do'
RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, Socrates, Black Magic'
RI-974i 'Truth about "Not putting attention on evil of others"' 27 Nov 97
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 July 97
RI-058Ri 'Fair Game Series - Treatment of Enemies' of 1 Jan 95
RI-487i 'Dialogue: On Enemies and Hostility' of 20 Feb 1996
RI-535i '"An Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend" = INSANE' 10 Apr 96
The 'Understanding Suppression Series'
at http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
RI-024i 'Definition of "Potential Trouble Source" - IMPORTANT' 19 Nov 94
RI-010i 'Confronting a Suppressive' of 12 Oct 1994
RI-444i 'The Practice of "SP-declares"' of 5 Jan 1996
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
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