15 December 1997
RI-981i 'Jutta RUNNING AWAY - from facing Richard Reiss driving her insane'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-981i for Internet
'Why is this so true?
'Each time I get her to face Richard Reiss,
she suddenly, "magically" becomes sane!'
'Ambassador For Mankind'
I am not an armchair philosopher -
I am talking to you about
REAL LIFE and NOW,
what's happening NOW,
TO REAL PEOPLE
WITH REAL FEELINGS AND PROBLEMS.
Jutta is very ASHAMED about
Richard Reiss spiritually attacking her, about
his driving her insane, about
his enjoying driving her insane.
"People attacking her shows HER weakness"
is her idea of it being shameful to BE attacked.
(see RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, ... Black Magic'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-978i.htm)
I don't have that idea, as you well know.
But Jutta is HIDING
that Richard Reiss enjoys
driving Jutta insane and
making her irresponsible,
NOW,
as he already did,
and she already was hiding that he did,
at their Metternich/Marie Louise time (1810, Austria).
Jutta is hiding that -
does not want to openly admit
that Richard Reiss is spiritually driving her insane and
that he has "pleasure" in doing that to her.
That's a compulsion of Jutta:
Someone attacks her and she considers that
shameful for HER,
that someone attacks her
or tries to degrade her
or tries to drive her insane.
(I don't have that compulsion, as you know,
I don't have it anymore -
but I am sure a lot of you
do not post here
because you find it shameful
to be attacked by some psychopath
who writes some nonsense about you
in response to your excellent and valuable post.)
(see also RI-262i 'Creating despite Suppressive Persons' of 20 Aug 1995
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-262i.htm)
So, Jutta finds it VERY shameful
that Richard Reiss wants to and does with Black Magic
- as described very extensively by Jutta and by me in
RI-745i 'FLAG and Richard Reiss equals Black Scientology' -
make Jutta feel
squashed, upset, confused, not there,
unaware, unconscious, "dead", not herself,
without goals, refusing to be alive,
etc. etc.
That's one thing she feels ashamed about
and which she therefore wants to hide
from me, and from you, and from herself:
"People should not do or want to do these things to her:
- It puts her into a bad light,
- it shows her weakness in not preventing others to do so to her,
- it shows her weakness in not making people well-disposed
towards her."
You see?
Shameful, very shameful to her, to BE ATTACKED.
So she HIDES
THAT SHE IS BEING ATTACKED, AND SHE HIDES
WHO IS ATTACKING HER, SHE HIDES
HOW SHE IS BEING ATTACKED
"because it is shameful to be attacked."
[When you feel spiritually attacked,
ANGRY, annoyed without reason,
you can be almost certain
that this is Richard Reiss at work! (Note by Freya)]
Once as a girl
Jutta almost let herself be raped by an insane psychopath -
because Jutta REFUSED TO SHOUT!
It was "too shameful"
that she was really, actually approached with such ugliness
and such an intention to degrade her.
Jutta even refused to move her body, initially,
SO AS NOT TO LET THE RAPIST KNOW
THAT SHE SAW HIS INTENTIONS,
it being very "wise"
to not let people know
that you see their evil intention,
because "then they might not execute it on you."
Well, this guy did
- and also Richard Reiss does,
even when you pretend to him that you don't see his evil -
and Jutta wrestled herself loose at the last moment.
You can't say that she is lacking strength
IF she wants to use it.
So Jutta HIDES
that Richard Reiss ENJOYS to
spiritually confuse her about herself and about others,
and he "enjoys" to
squash her and
drive her into a spin and
make her confused as to who does it to her,
and he "enjoys" the "pleasure"
of HER REFUSING to tell him and others
that he should stop being so psychotic and degraded
and stop "enjoying it" to do these insane things
to her and to others.
Jutta hides, most of the time,
these "shameful things being done to her spiritually"
(things that have been described very extensively
in the RI-Bulletins on Richard Reiss),
she hides them from me,
and
she doesn't really herself want to know about it either
why these things "happen to her."
But it comes WORSE:
Jutta is ALSO very ashamed
of the fact
that she ALLOWS herself to be "raped" spiritually,
that she often "ENJOYS" BEING DRIVEN INSANE BY RICHARD REISS,
so that "she does not have to take any responsibility
for life, for others, for herself,
and so that she CAN - with the excuse of being driven insane -
RUN AWAY
FROM ALL HER RESPONSIBILITIES,
FROM HER GOALS, AND
FROM KOOS.
It is a "relief" for her
- then she really does not HAVE to face
Richard Reiss' sick joy of driving her and others insane,
she does not HAVE to face
her shame about it and about not doing anything against it,
because when she has no responsibilities anymore,
she can be as insane as she pleases,
and "nobody cares".
And she IS then indeed as insane as SHE "pleases" to be.
She now attacks Koos spiritually
INSTEAD OF ATTACKING THE ATTACKER
WHO ENJOYS DRIVING HER INSANE - RICHARD REISS -
AND BY WHOM SHE "ENJOYS" BEING DRIVEN INTO
TOTAL IRRESPONSIBILITY
AND BECAUSE OF WHOM SHE "ENJOYS"
HITTING AROUND HERSELF LIKE A BLIND HORSE.
AND SHE CALLS THAT "BEING ALIVE":
HAVING NO RESPONSIBILITIES,
NOT LOOKING AT WHO DOES WHAT,
getting a "kick" out of forcefully destroying Koos
so as not to feel her SHAME
about 'rather wanting to be driven insane by Richard Reiss,
than to face and stop or handle his insanity and perversion'.
That's the fight Jutta is caught up in,
right now, and
since 1810 and
since the earlier time
that she destroyed Koos and her group
and went hiding, alone, being very 'right' and 'alive',
in order to not face Richard Reiss' intentions
of making everyone "dead".
This is what is happening RIGHT NOW, man!
With REAL LIFE PEOPLE,
IN ACTUAL LOCATIONS,
WITH ACTUAL NAMES,
WITH REAL FEELINGS
AND SO ON.
And that's why Jutta refuses any communication and stays hidden -
IN ORDER TO CONTINUE TO
ASSERT HER "RIGHTNESS" OF
BEING DRIVEN INSANE BY RICHARD REISS.
She "does not want to talk about it."
She does not want to hear
how it affects us or anyone else what she is doing now.
That's how she is "solving" her fight with Richard Reiss:
By destroying
her family, her life,
her husband, her children,
her decency, her integrity,
her future, Mankind.
She is completely immersed in, overwhelmed by
this fight with Richard Reiss,
but she has "solved" it.
So I tell Jutta, and shortly before she ran away again, I told her
"Jutta, look at Richard Reiss:
have your own viewpoint on Richard Reiss",
as I noticed that she was
letting herself be caved in,
made confused, made evil, by him,
a few hours before she secretly and most viciously
- as so many times before -
left all her responsibilities and relations, and secretly ran!
Jutta said to me
"Sure, of course I should have my own viewpoint on him",
but she secretly, viciously and criminally decided
"I don't WANT to face these attacks by Richard Reiss on me!
I quit! I go insane!
I destroy Koos and my family and my friends who want me
to face life and who want me
to face what others are doing to me and who want me
to say 'No!' to those
who try to degrade me and
who try to make nothing of the good intentions I have and
who try to take advantage of my evil intentions."
But Jutta decided
"I rather LET myself be driven insane
and let it be done and over with,
because THEN I can be 'alive'
(as evilly forceful as I please,
without having to look at
what I am doing and
to whom I am forcefully evil)."
And so she dropped ALL responsibility
for her past, for her future,
for her family, for her friends,
and
ENJOYED BEING NOW
TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLE AND INSANE, and "enjoyed"
to most violently and viciously attack Koos
- instead of the one she is
being degraded and confused by: Richard Reiss -
so that she can BE AND STAY
AS INSANE AS SHE PLEASES,
IN THE GRIP OF RICHARD REISS AND
NOT FEEL IT -
NOT FEELING IT
AS LONG AS SHE DOES NOT WANT TO COME OUT
OF THE GRIP OF IT,
GOING WITH THE FORCE OF RICHARD REISS,
NOT HAVING TO FACE IT AND
NOT HAVING TO KEEP HER OWN VIEWPOINT,
AND
NOT FEELING IT
AS LONG AS SHE AVOIDS
ALL CONTACT WITH HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND
ALL RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEM -
AS LONG AS SHE AVOIDS THE SANE WORLD OF
RESPONSIBILITY AND CARE AND LOVE FOR OTHERS,
WHERE PEOPLE WANT TO AND DO RELY ON EACH OTHER,
WHERE TRUTH COUNTS AND LIES ARE EXPOSED.
And as long as she does not face Richard Reiss
- being the one with whom she has this hidden fight of
him keeping her insane, and
she rather choosing
to be driven insane and "enjoying it",
saying "I wanted it anyway",
rather than facing his perversion
and saying "No" to it, saying "Not with me!" -
as long as she does not face that she IS doing that,
she will stay insane
- much to the "pleasure" and "joy" of Richard Reiss
and of a few other psychos.
Why is this so true?
Each time I get Jutta to face Richard Reiss,
she suddenly, "magically" becomes sane!
But it robs her from her "escape",
her escape from facing life, from facing herself,
into insanity, into running away.
And so she rather likes
that Richard Reiss stays there,
anytime she "needs" him,
when she does not like to
face something shameful about herself or about others, and
when she then prefers to, "enjoys" to be driven into
insanity, oblivion, irresponsibility, unawareness,
or into
creating herself "being great and powerful above others",
smashing decent people
"to prove her strength and 'self-determinism'."
So you might say that
Jutta on 17 October 1997, the day she ran away,
(and on 23 April 1992,
an earlier time Jutta viciously and secretly ran away
which she later, after she returned,
when Koos finally got her out of her spell of insanity,
confirmed as a time when she
suddenly saw Richard Reiss "in front of Koos",
and where she did not see Koos at all anymore,
as he was and as he is)
that she was again
letting herself be spiritually raped by Richard Reiss
and
SHE SINCE THEN CONTINUES
TO BE SPIRITUALLY RAPED BY RICHARD REISS
except for a short spell, recently,
when I, by telepathic means,
got Jutta to somewhat face Richard Reiss,
on the third of December, a good week ago,
when I got her to stop wanting to fully betray
all the work we did and keep doing for her.
(see RI-857i 'Telepathy - Telepathic Auditor Training Course' of 29 May 97
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-857i.htm)
Jutta is extremely ASHAMED
of letting herself be spiritually raped by Richard Reiss, and
she is extremely ASHAMED
of viciously attacking ME
so that she does not have to face Richard Reiss,
and
she is even more ASHAMED
of her pretending to herself that she
"WANTS" to be spiritually raped by Richard Reiss, and
of her pretending to herself and to others that she
"WANTS" to attack me instead of facing Richard Reiss
- attack me, lie about me, "enjoy" being a criminal,
so that she can execute her hidden compulsions
'to be completely irresponsible
for her own acts and thoughts and intentions' and
'to destroy her own life and that
of her friends and family and Mankind,
whenever she feels like it,
whenever she rather not face
that she is ashamed of herself'.
(see RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, ... Black Magic'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-978i.htm)
Now these are not her only intentions, you know.
SHE ALSO HAS GOOD INTENTIONS, and
SHE PREFERS MUCH MORE TO EXECUTE THOSE GOOD INTENTIONS
- but then
she ALSO would and indeed DOES have to
face and stop, for instance,
Richard Reiss' "joy" of spiritually trying to rape her and others.
(You can't be sane AND be irresponsible for
what others do to you and to others
- sorry, but you can't.)
I helped her many, many times
to face that, to face Richard Reiss.
But I don't always succeed in helping people.
There has to be some willingness -
big enough to stay with me
and face what is there to face.
It is time, I think,
that you start facing Richard Reiss
- who is currently the most evil being alive on the planet,
as I have already pointed out to you before.
Give me a hand, I ask you for the second time.
Jutta wrote on 23 August 1997:
"When I was Blown [had run away irresponsibly],
I refused to be in communication with Koos,
and
I intended to destroy Koos' communication to others and
others' communication to Koos
[in order to wipe out of my life all evidence
that I - by running away -
had given in, completely, to being dominated].
"I did not want it detected where I was, and
I didn't want to look at the domination
by L. Ron Hubbard, or
by Richard Reiss, etc., and
I WAS DOMINATED LIKE HELL
FOR NOT WANTING TO DUPLICATE [correctly see] THE DOMINATION.
"So, it does not help me,
to not want to be in communication with Koos."
(see RI-958i 'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-958i.htm)
Jutta wrote on 3 September 1997:
"I am running away
for REFUSING to let another
look at me and at my evil intentions.
"For wanting to 'survive'
without me looking at another's evil intentions.
"'When I have run away,
I can create myself as I want,
[I for instance make myself think
that I am 'great',
much better than others,
I make myself think
I am 'self-determined',
even though I am cold and without care,
and I make myself believe
to be much better in surviving and handling people than Koos is,
that I am NOT being a criminal though I am,
when I run away from all obligations and
refuse to help Koos for helping me so enormously
despite all I do to destroy him, and
when I make others have to detect and remedy
the destruction I cause,
REFUSING to inform them
what I have done, am doing or will do,
and refusing to inform them
about what I refuse to handle
or what damage I cause or caused
which others must then handle if they still can]
I can give myself any [false] image I want'
[I tell others
that I am a successful painter,
that I am a good, caring, responsible mother and wife,
that I just phoned my family
(even though I didn't talk to them),
or I tell them
I never want to see my family again
because they hinder my 'self-determinism' -
whatever suits the situation, and
without any truth or integrity or decency or
responsibility for myself or others,
but CALLING it "survival" and
"making myself feel good and great"
- till they almost find out, of course,
but then I move to another town]."
"When I am running away from Koos,
I am RUNNING AWAY from where there is
a huge agreement on contribution
(on giving and receiving contribution)
and
a huge agreement on creating survival
and
a huge agreement that there CAN be and SHOULD be survival."
'Jutta Nolst Trenite'
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1997 by Koos Nolst Trenite
Personal Web-page:
http://ArtOrg.com
Personal Web-Library:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
Library Search Engine:
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/search.html
References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About Sanity and Care and Responsibility
RI-449i 'A Rule For Freedom' of 14 Jan 1996
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-929i 'Simple Detection: "Sane or Insane?"' of 11 Sept 1997
RI-962i 'The Master Path to Life - Platonism understood' of 1 Nov 97
RI-738Si 'Christianity - Love, and Guilt solved' of 22 Dec 1996
RI-781BPI 'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 16 Jan 1997
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
- About Richard Reiss
RI-900i 'The Spiritual Killer Reiss (FLAG - "Church of Scientology")'
RI-890i 'Flag's Richard Reiss - Why to remove him' of 4 Aug 96
RI-891i 'Flag's Richard Reiss - his intention to hide from Koos' 11 Aug 96
RI-892i 'Flag's Reiss - million times worse than Adolf Hitler' 19 June 97
RI-893i 'FLAG's Reiss - How he dominated a planetary population' 20 June 97
RI-889i 'Richard Reiss is "Safe" at Flag (in Florida)' of 17 June 1997
RI-889i-A 'More Black Scientology of Richard Reiss' of 18 June 1997
RI-746i 'Biggest Present Enemy of Mankind - Richard Reiss' of 26 Nov 96
RI-745i 'FLAG and Richard Reiss equals Black Scientology' of 14 Sept 96
RI-792i 'Destroying destroyer Reiss of Flag is MORE destruction' 16 Feb 97
RI-780i 'Removing FLAG's Richard Reiss the wrong way' of 12 Jan 1997
RI-761i 'Slaves of FLAG's Richard Reiss - VERY IMPORTANT' of 26 Nov 1996
RI-757i 'Making a violent psychotic saner' of 11 Dec 1996
RI-754i 'Bitter truth about L. Ron Hubbard and Richard Reiss' 4 Dec 96
RI-644i 'Artists killed by Serenity, L. Ron Hubbard and Reiss' 30 July 96
RI-684i 'Church of Scientology gone mad forever' of 3 Sept 1996
RI-699i 'How Jutta destroys FLAG's Richard Reiss' of 23 Sept 1996
(and many more)
- About Jutta
RI-980i 'Character of any heavy Suppressive - Jutta seen by Freya' Dec 97
RI-979i 'Deserting Their Own Hero - Why (Jutta, Michael Jackson, etc.) Do'
RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, Socrates, Black Magic'
RI-972i 'Jutta: "How I want to destroy LIFE, since 1788"' of 4 Sept 97
RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta' 23 Nov 97
RI-976Di 'Psychose - am Beispiel der Malerin Jutta - ins Auge gefasst'
RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil' 3 Sept 97
RI-967i 'Jutta: "Communicating with Koos is knowing myself"' of 26 Aug 97
RI-966i 'Jutta: "Being Unaware is NOT 'Keeping my Viewpoint Clean'"'
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating...'
RI-961i 'Jutta: "I am praised for helping Mankind, but now destroying it"'
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-959i 'Jutta: "I just don't WANT to handle L. Ron Hubbard's insanity"'
RI-958i 'Jutta: Running away is being dominated completely' of 23 Aug 97
RI-956i 'Jutta: Validating Evil by NOT communicating about it' 25 Aug 97
RI-955i 'Jutta: DENYING COMMUNICATION about sorrow, fear, pain or evil'
RI-968i '"Ron Hubbard is 'just an idiot'," does not handle him' 31 Aug 97
RI-940i '"Ron Hubbard is an idiot" as Jutta's "Solution" to life' 30 Aug 97
RI-965i 'Jutta and Ron Hubbard: "Dominate and Be Dominated!" - VITAL DATA'
RI-954i 'Jutta: "Be with Koos - or let all be dominated by Scientology"'
RI-953i 'Black Magic by L. Ron Hubbard - Spiritual Force' of 23 Aug 1997
RI-947i 'Jutta's Determination to Punish L. Ron Hubbard FOREVER' 18 Aug 97
RI-943i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - I' of 17 Aug 97
RI-944i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - II' of 17 Aug 97
RI-945i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - III' 17 Aug 97
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' of 18 Aug 97
RI-818i 'Diana Ross: Facing Jutta, the painter' of 2 Apr 1997
RI-521i 'On Jutta's Refusal to Help Mankind effectively' 20 Mar 1996
RI-789i 'PROPAGANDA of L. Ron Hubbard almost exposed July 1994' 6 Feb 97
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
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http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/usp.htm
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/telepathy.htm
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