2 February 1998
RI-999i 'You CAN Face Evil? - Also Jutta's and Richard Reiss's?'
from Ambassador for Mankind
Message # RI-999i for Internet
'So it is a matter of restraining evil,
and of detecting and exposing and restraining
the biggest source(s) of evil.
'Am I the only one who faces it,
while others think they can become sane or be free
WITHOUT facing it, or without supporting me?'
'Ambassador for Mankind'
In the previous, very long and as yet unpublished,
sessions on this subject,
sessions which have the same questions,
but with the word 'secretly' omitted,
we established (amongst many others things)
that Jutta INVITES people to NOT be decent, but invites them
to follow their destructive intentions,
which then acts as 'proof' of her fixed solution to life,
that 'All people (including herself) are evil',
and it gives her an insane feeling of
superiority over them,
of very evil 'greatness',
because 'they are more evil than she is'.
Session(*) on 2 February 1998, 11:45 GMT,
about Jutta Nolst Trenite.
[Koos:] What [mental] energy
is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor(*):]
"Energy to make us feel annoyed,
without knowing about whom,
without knowing about what it is that we feel annoyed about."
[Excerpt from
RI-900i 'The Spiritual Killer Richard Reiss (FLAG - "CofS")'
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-900i.htm):
"Richard Reiss is trying to pull in
all [spiritual] communication via him.
"He is operating his 'anchor-pole'
[spiritually forcing
thought-communication and exchange of ideas
via one relay-point].
"That is, he himself is,
by his own [spiritual] force-emanation,
creating an 'anchor-pole'.
"How does he do that?
"He is putting spiritual force of intention out
which is a counter-force to you,
and a counter-intention to you,
with which HE IS OPPOSING THE INTENTION
TO BE ALIVE,
to be self-determined;
it is the intention - which he puts out -
that others should become other-determined
[determined by others, dominated, spiritually enslaved].
"Or, in other words:
It is a force of intention which he puts out,
which is a counter-force
and counter-intention
to the intention of us who want to stay self-determined.
"His intention
that others should become other-determined,
is HIS INTENTION
THAT OTHERS SHOULD BECOME DETERMINED BY HIM.
"He INVALIDATES self-determination.
"In order to destroy the self-determination of others,
Richard Reiss puts out THE INTENTION
to make others want and need
admiration,
agreement,
acknowledgment,
validation.
"He tries to establish himself as the one
who is giving or denying validation;
he tries to destroy
others' evaluation of themselves.
'Jutta Nolst Trenite' (on 28 June 1997)
End of Excerpt from RI-900i]
[Note by Koos:
Jutta KNOWS all this, sees it, and writes it down.
Yet, like L. Ron Hubbard,
she does NOT WANT TO act according to what she knows,
or according to what she says.
It is an intention
to be dishonest,
and to destroy life.
She, like L. Ron Hubbard,
does not mind the consequences of her acts,
does not care
how many people and lives and
how much happiness
is destroyed by her present acts
- 'life is just a game',
her sanity is not important to her,
people are not important to her,
she has already destroyed so many, betrayed so many,
she has destroyed herself already so many times,
so who cares!]
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"To make us 'hate life'." LF's(**)
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"That we should
accept ugliness (from her and from others)
and
NOT see that the ugliness
IS a refusal to create life, and
IS 'hating life'." LF's
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Jutta)?
[Auditor:]
"That 'Life is horrible.'
That 'People are horrible.'
That 'You can only make life bearable
by squashing people,
by "being above" people'." F's LFBD's
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Richard Reiss)?
[Auditor:]
"That 'people are ugly'. LFBD
That 'beauty is ugly'.
"That 'beauty that people create around themselves
is ugly' - because it is 'dishonest', or something like that."
[Koos:] So, ugly people are "honest", according to Jutta.
Beautiful, alive people are "Show-offs",
or, as she formulated it already in 1979, in German, "Angeber",
when I Audited(*) her on her Fixed Ideas and prejudices
with which she destroys others.
That IS a very ugly thing to say, this
"only ugly people are honest",
because ugly people are NOT honest, at all!
[Auditor:]
"Jutta (and also your father)
has done this, of course, the most to you, Koos.
"She has done this secretly,
invalidating you - who you really are, which you openly show others -
invalidating that to herself and to others,
with 'Beautiful people are actually ugly,
are actually show-offs, are pretending only'."
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss
SECRETLY throwing AT HIMSELF?
[Auditor:]
"That he hates
his GOOD intention 'To have a conscience'." LFBD
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta
SECRETLY throwing AT HERSELF?
[Auditor:]
"That her evil intentions
'to PRETEND to like people,
to PRETEND to help people,
to PRETEND to be interested'
are good intentions,
are not pretenses, but are true.
"By that, she is telling herself 'I am good', and
by that, she is saying that 'her evil intentions are good' and
by doing that she is
PREVENTING herself from seeing her decent intentions."
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"That we should not look at him,
should not see him,
should not tell Scientologists about him." LFBD's
[Richard Reiss is the senior Scientologist
at the senior Organization of Scientology, FLAG,
in Clearwater, Florida.]
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"That we should 'be dead'. LFBD's
"It gives me a squashed feeling, her 'Be dead!'.
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Jutta)?
[Auditor:]
"That 'Life is horrible.'
"With it, I feel the squashing feeling
that he gives others with it.
"At the same time, he tells them:
'When you DON'T stand up
to the pressure of [you, spiritually] being squashed,
THEN you can be happy -
THEN you can be free!'
[Koos:] That is extremely ugly.
[Auditor:]
"It is a
'Just go to sleep -
when you are asleep you feel all right, don't you?
And you just can dream, when you are asleep'."
[Note by Koos:
You can compare Richard Reiss to
a very heavy, hidden drug-pusher
with a very wide range of command over very many people.
He is excellently hidden,
at the top of the Scientology Organization
that promotes to restore awareness,
but in actual practice secretly enslaves all spiritually.]
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Richard Reiss)?
[Auditor:]
"That she hates people. LFBD's
"That she HATES it when they are honest to her
- honest about themselves, honest about her."
[Koos:] I get that hate.
She (in her lifetime as Vincent van Gogh), with that hate,
tried to murder Gauguin with a razorblade.
She tried to murder me (in 1979)
with a knife, in the apartment in Kemnat, with that same hate,
when I simply asked her
to honestly tell me what she was thinking of,
and when I repeated my request to her.
Then she got extremely angry
and went to fetch a knife.
I faced Jutta's intention to murder me.
I faced it calmly. The knife in her hand, her emotions.
Then, she rammed the knife into the kitchen table, instead.
She saw that I faced her, that I would have defended myself,
that she would not have succeeded.
But she did succeed in shutting me up, then,
in stopping my asking her what she was thinking about.
She would have to have been put in a straight-jacket,
in order to get her to answer.
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at himself?
[Auditor:]
"That he hates himself, LFBD
that he hates being honest.
"That 'he will NEVER be honest to people about himself'."
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at herself?
[Auditor:]
"That 'she cannot be herself'. LFBD's LFBD's
That 'that is not possible'.
"A bit strange, isn't it,
that Jutta thinks
she has to 'be honest' about herself
by executing her evil intentions -
but NOT by executing her good intentions!"
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at us? F's
[Auditor:]
"That we should ALSO think
'that WE cannot be ourselves',
'that WE ALSO can not execute our good intentions'." LFBD's
(mental space lighter)
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"That we should consider it 'wrong to enjoy life'. LFBD
'We should not enjoy life.' LFBD's
(see RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta'
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-972si.htm)
"We should find all kinds of reasons for not enjoying life.
For example:
'Enjoying life' EQUALS 'not facing ugliness'.
"There we have again this 'not being "honest"',
this accusation of Jutta:
'Beautiful and alive people are "not honest"'."
[Koos:] Her Fixed Idea:
"Beautiful and alive people are 'Angeber'."
(German term for 'Show-offs'.)
[Auditor:]
"That WE should consider
selling paintings
[or doing Auditing-sessions, in which we are facing Jutta and others]
a 'torture', a 'not being alive'.
"Because that's what Jutta wants to think herself
(that 'facing life is "a torture", a "not BEING alive"')."
[Koos:] Is there something still not looked at?
[Auditor:]
"It is PERVERTING the intention to be happy and alive,
INTO
'be happy about NOT looking,
ignore counter-intentions (of others who want to stop your aliveness),
"so that you can continue to be happy and alive".' LFBD
'Only if you ignore counter-intentions
can you continue to be happy and alive' -
which is not true at all, of course.
[Koos:] It is precisely the opposite.
[Auditor:]
"Jutta saying to us
'Oh, I see that you are being alive:
That must mean either
that you are not seeing my ugliness
or
that you see it but
that you don't disagree with it,
that you don't mind my being ugly.'
"She has done this all the time to us:
'When you notice counter-intentions to your being alive,
just ignore them and "continue to be happy".'
" Which is a disguised way of saying
'Be dead' - 'Fall for [be trapped by] the counter-intentions'."
[Koos:] Very true!
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Jutta)?
(Koos sneezes -
it's a sign of something uncomfortable to look at, as follows)
[Auditor:]
"That 'PEOPLE SHOULD ROT IN HELL.' LFBD's
"That 'PEOPLE SHOULD DESTROY EACH OTHER.'
"He is really helping to build a nice civilization, isn't he?
'How many wars have you [in your previous lifetimes] started,
Richard Reiss?'"
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Richard Reiss)?
[Auditor:]
"That 'she does not care one bit
whether people are sane and do sane things'."
[Koos:] HOW is she secretly throwing that at others?
[Auditor:]
"By (covertly) telling them
that she will not disagree with their evil intentions,
but instead INVITE them. LF
"By telling them (secretly)
that she hates people [which activates their evil intentions]:
Jutta hates people,
and if she gets them to execute their evil intentions,
then she 'proves' by that, that 'they ARE hateable'."
[Koos:] Jutta's Fixed Solution to life, to herself, to others, is:
"People ARE evil" and
"I (Jutta) AM evil."
Which is of course not true at all.
But it IS also Richard Reiss' enforced idea of life.
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at himself?
[Auditor:]
"That he hates people. LFBD's
"That 'BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ARE
EXTREMELY UGLY, AND DETESTABLE.' LFBD's-F/N
[There is nobody whom Richard Reiss hates more
than he hates me. (Note by Koos)]
"That 'PEOPLE SHOULD BE DESTROYED AND
SQUASHED LIKE ANTS'."
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at herself?
instant F/N F's
[Auditor:]
"Also, that
'Beautiful people are repulsive - are disgusting.'
"And
'People who want to achieve
to be truly honest and to be beautiful,
are also very ugly.'
Honest, as in:
People who are honest about HAVING problems about themselves,
and who are wanting to solve these problems.
That
'Only people who hide their problems could be beautiful
- how can someone WITH problems be beautiful.'
"In actual fact,
truly beautiful people do NOT hide their problems."
[Koos:] How does Jutta throw the energy at herself of
'Beautiful people are repulsive, are disgusting'?
[Auditor:]
"She does that with
'Beautiful people are pretending, are show-offs.'
'They only (are acting 'not ugly', because they) want to be admired'."
[Koos:] In Wiesbaden, 1987, Jutta decided
to assume, for about twenty minutes,
that I, Koos, am NOT PRETENDING,
but that I AM beautiful and AM caring for others,
that my intentions ARE what I say they are.
Suddenly, I felt all the invalidation of me drop away,
for that timespan of twenty minutes,
while I was at home in Gaiganz, two hundred kilometers away.
As a result of her twenty minutes
'Let's assume Koos is NOT a "show-off"',
Jutta, for a part of that day,
dropped her very evil, very ugly intention
'to refuse to help Koos,
who had helped her so much'.
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at us? LF
[Auditor:]
"That we SHOULD NOT ask him WHY he is attacking us."
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at us?
[Auditor:]
"We should not look at WHY she is attacking us
- the actual reasons for it,
and what she wants to achieve with it. LFBD's
"We should NOT find out her purpose for it." F/N
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Jutta)?
[Auditor:]
"He is throwing at them
that he 'will never stop [spiritually] attacking people'.
that they should think
'he is attacking them correctly for their EVIL intentions'.
"This is similar to
the above: 'Don't ask WHY I am attacking you'." F/N
[Note by Koos:
Richard Reiss attacks them
for their GOOD intentions,
for their being decent,
but he does not let them in on that.
They start to figure [wonder]:
"Why am I being attacked? -
I must be doing something bad,
or I must have done something bad.
Else I would not be attacked
(stopped, hindered, made to feel dead,
be sick, feel hateful, etc. etc.)."
This vicious, vicious nonsense
IS USED by a spiritual criminal like Richard Reiss
to hide his attacks, his spiritual attacks.
He KNOWS that people are that stupid and unaware.
He KNOWS they don't use E-meters,
and strictly forbids "unauthorized use."
He KNOWS that people do not tell others
about their feeling bad from being attacked spiritually.
He KNOWS that people will blame it on themselves,
or on their true friends.
Some even call it Karma,
or 'their own aberrations',
or 'the influence of the star-signs',
or 'bad luck',
or 'their best friend being irrationally angry with them'.
BUT IT IS RICHARD REISS, in this case,
or another spiritual criminal.]
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing
at others (including at Richard Reiss)?
[Auditor:]
"'WHATEVER YOU SEE OR OBSERVE IN ME,
IT IS WRONG, IT IS NOT TRUE'." LFBD's
[Koos:] What energy is Richard Reiss SECRETLY throwing at himself?
[Auditor:]
"That
'DESTROYING PEOPLE
(their awareness, their lives, their happiness,
their friendships, their love for others, their interest in life)
IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO
- THEY DESERVE THAT'." LFBD's
[Koos:] What energy is Jutta SECRETLY throwing at herself?
[Auditor:]
"'Being ugly is her good right -
if she wants to be ugly to herself and to others, and
if she wants to destroy herself, and others with it,
they should let her do that,
otherwise she is "not honest and not self-determined".'
[Koos:] She wants to enforce that
"You should let a murderer be 'honest' and 'self-determined' -
that he has the 'right' to be a murderer."
Anything to justify being evil!
[Auditor:]
"I find these questions very good -
helping me to look at what I have often experienced from Jutta."
Total session time: 2 hrs 18 mins
Jutta,
in order to justify her having decided
to not execute any of her decent intentions anymore,
says now
that "ONLY Richard Reiss knows that she IS 'nothing but evil'."
In order to justify
her 'joy' of being a criminal and 'enjoying it', executing it,
Jutta uses the Fixed Idea about herself
that she IS 'nothing but evil',
and 'NOW she is honest about that',
and 'Richard Reiss is her friend'
because 'HE knows that -
and Koos does not know "the truth" about her
that she is "nothing but evil",
that she "cannot be decent".'
This is yet another, very clever justification of Jutta
for simply wanting to be evil,
for wanting to not be restrained,
for wanting to be encouraged in the 'joy' of being evil.
The truth is, however, that
if the heaviest psychotic and
most destructive individual alive on Earth, Richard Reiss,
would not enforce it on her spiritually,
she would NOT want to 'be nothing but evil', and
she would NOT say that THAT is 'being herself'.
She says to Richard Reiss as her 'friend':
"You SHOW me that my evil intentions are really me,"
"You HELP me to be myself, as I actually want to be,"
"You DON'T restrain me from being me."
And, with the very evil, very mean 'joy' of the drug-pusher,
Richard Reiss tells her:
"You WANT to be evil and ugly, isn't it?"
And Jutta responds, very 'honestly':
"Yes, I do! Let's be honest about it -
it is true - I do have such an intention!"
And Reiss says
(He is not going to make her see that she also has intentions
to be decent and caring and to create beauty):
"Well, then you also must BE evil and ugly, do it, now!
Be that 'honest'!
Run away from Koos, who PREVENTS you
from 'being honest to yourself'."
But at another time,
Jutta 'honestly' has the intention
to keep her evil and unsavory acts secret from Koos in session:
She is very 'honest' about that to herself -
about her intention that she wants to SECRETLY be evil
to others, to herself, to Koos, to her children, to Mankind.
And she says, in session:
"Richard Reiss is preventing me from looking at this
[is preventing her from being actually honest to Koos]."
She is 'honestly' executing her intention
to keep her acts to destroy Koos a secret
- most vicious, most ugly, most sordid acts,
which she is fully aware she has committed this lifetime
against Koos and against her children and against her friends.
And that's then ALSO 'her being very "honest" to herself.'
And only Richard Reiss 'knows about her'
that 'THAT IS REALLY HERSELF',
to act like that and
to keep her despicable acts a secret and
to want to do it again and again secretly,
and without restraint by herself or by others.
It is NOT 'really herself' at all.
It is her being an extreme coward,
too big a coward to be herself.
As she knows it very well,
as she herself has extensively described,
for instance in
RI-964i 'Jutta: With Koos, care for people - Without Koos, dominating'
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-964i.htm)
but she does it anyway,
with the kind of cowardice I have described in
RI-993i 'The Joy and Beauty of Destroying Self and Others - Understood'
(http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletin/ri-993i.htm).
So it is a matter of restraining evil,
and of detecting and exposing and restraining
the biggest source(s) of evil.
Am I the only one who faces it,
while others think they can become sane or be free
WITHOUT facing it, or without supporting me?
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1998 by Koos Nolst Trenite
* ('Auditor': Someone who carefully listens.)
[Definition of 'Auditing':
Confessional in response to given questions,
with the purpose to release emotional charge and aberrations.]
(see RI-541i 'Correct and Joyful Confessional Procedure - I' 20 Apr 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-541i.htm)
** (The abbreviations sF(small Fall), F(Fall), LF(Long Fall), LFBD(Long
Fall Blow Down) and F/N(Floating Needle) describe reactions on the
E-meter, indicating mental charge (sF, F, LF, LFBD), and release of
charge completed (F/N).
"LFBD-F/N" = truth found out. "ind" = indicated to the person.)
(see RI-687i 'Notes on E-meter use and Solo-Auditing' of 4 Sept 1996
http://AmbassadorForMankind.org/ri-bulletins/ri-687i.htm)
Koos Nolst Trenite - Ambassador for Mankind
Copyright 1998 by Koos Nolst Trenite
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References (available also at the Library "http://Art-Org.com/"):
- About the Spiritual Criminal game (spiritual criminality)
RI-995i 'Admiration Rundown - Eradicating Criminality & Insanity on Earth'
RI-995i-A 'Personality-reversal when not facing a criminal' of 18 Jan 98
RI-995i-B 'FALSE DEFINITION of "Friends" and of "Hate"' of 21 Jan 98
RI-990i 'Spiritual Criminal Code of Honor - "Self-determinism"' 2 Jan 98
RI-985i 'Vicious Spiritual Evil of Richard Reiss Not Faced - VITAL VITAL'
RI-984i 'The Criminal Mind - Cowards Don't Dare Create Life - VITAL DATA'
RI-978i 'The Wall of Shame - Remedy of Hell, Jutta, Socrates, Black Magic'
RI-987i 'Making a World of Spiritual Sanity and Freedom' of 26 Dec 1997
RI-988i 'Spiritual Criminal "Friendship" versus Intending Decency'
- About Jutta (as applicable here)
RI-996Pi 'How criminals ASK each other to be kept insane' of 23 Jan 1998
RI-994i 'Becoming an Operating Spirit - Example of FACING life' 11 Jan 98
RI-993i 'The Joy and Beauty of Destroying Self and Others - Understood'
RI-985i 'Vicious Spiritual Evil of Richard Reiss Not Faced - VITAL VITAL'
RI-983i 'Jutta Blackmailed for Eternity by Reiss, Also on Christmas?'
RI-981i 'Jutta RUNNING AWAY - from facing Reiss driving her insane'
RI-972Si 'Hidden but Executed Intentions of the paintress Jutta' 23 Nov 97
RI-969i 'Jutta: "See me Great, or I kill you" - The main evil' 3 Sept 97
RI-960i 'Jutta: Why I destroyed Koos' Castle Project (1980) - Domination'
RI-946i 'Jutta: "Don't face evil - Destroy Koos instead" - IV' 18 Aug 97
- About Richard Reiss
RI-900i 'The Spiritual Killer Reiss (FLAG - "Church of Scientology")'
RI-890i 'Flag's Richard Reiss - Why to remove him' of 4 Aug 96
RI-891i 'Flag's Richard Reiss - his intention to hide from Koos' 11 Aug 96
RI-892i 'Flag's Reiss - million times worse than Adolf Hitler' 19 June 97
RI-893i 'FLAG's Reiss - How he dominated a planetary population' 20 June 97
RI-889i 'Richard Reiss is "Safe" at Flag (in Florida)' of 17 June 1997
RI-889i-A 'More Black Scientology of Richard Reiss' of 18 June 1997
RI-746i 'Biggest Present Enemy of Mankind - Richard Reiss' of 26 Nov 96
RI-745i 'FLAG and Richard Reiss equals Black Scientology' of 14 Sept 96
RI-780i 'Removing FLAG's Richard Reiss the wrong way' of 12 Jan 1997
RI-761i 'Slaves of FLAG's Richard Reiss - VERY IMPORTANT' of 26 Nov 1996
- About Sanity, Helping People, Care, Responsibility
RI-714i 'State of Sanity, Definition of' of 24 Oct 1996
RI-537i 'The Right to Demand Awareness' of 15 Apr 1996
RI-908i 'The Ostrich-factor - on facing evil or criminality' 16 Jul 97
RI-974i 'Truth about "Not putting attention on evil of others"' 27 Nov 97
RI-705i 'Society Resurgence, Use of Rules' of 9 Oct 1996
RI-750i 'Crimes are not motivated by money' of 1 Dec 1996
RI-631i 'Definition of "Woman"' of 12 July 1996
RI-781BPI 'Raising Children - or Keeping Them Small?' of 16 Jan 1997
RI-629i 'Definition of "Care"' of 12 July 1996
RI-602i 'Definition of Power' of 20 June 1996
- About RI-Bulletins
RI-380Ri 'Obtaining Truth from the RI-Bulletins' of 1 Nov 1995
RI-50RQi 'RI-xxxi series Archive - Content and Use' 28 Dec 94
Revised and Replaced on 6 March 1996
These references and other RI-Bulletins can well be obtained here - or
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